【Abo】After Being Accidentally Tagged By Bingshan Movie King Chapter 40
byChapter 40 “I forgive you”
“I understand how you feel, but let’s take a closer look at the little boy back then, shall we?”
Xie Bin did not comment much on these hateful words, but continued to guide them gently.
“He had just lost his mother and could no longer continue his beloved dancing career… He arrived at a new school, faced with a strange environment, and was surrounded by a group of malicious people who wanted to bully him all day long…
“He’s just standing there, bewildered.Maybe his hair is messy and his clothes are dirty, but he doesn’t care…
“You have that dirty little boy standing in front of you now. Have your feelings for him changed?”
“…I…” Bai Yijin’s voice choked up, “I think he is actually quite pitiful.”
“Yes, he is very pitiful too! Are you willing to walk towards him now and say a few words to him?”
“Well…what do I want to say?” Bai Yijin asked, choking.
“It doesn’t matter. You can say anything you want to say to him. Or if you can’t think of what to say, you can hug him. Do you want to hug him?”
“…Well…I hugged him…” Bai Yijin’s tears began to fall, but these were no longer tears of sadness and despair, but tears of emotion.What touches him is the present person, but also the little boy who was in deep despair back then.
“Very good, you are willing to hug him. He must be very happy, right? Then are you willing to try and say to him now: ‘It’s okay, it’s not your fault. I forgive you.'”
“It’s okay…it’s not your fault…I…I…” A simple sentence made Bai Yijin burst into tears and she could hardly speak anymore.
He lay on the bed and sobbed for a long time before finally finishing the sentence: “I forgive you.”
“Congratulations on finally saying this!” Xie Bin was deeply pleased. “You know, the most difficult thing in the world is to forgive, and what is more difficult than forgiving others is to forgive yourself. So, does the little boy have anything to say to you in turn?”
“He said… told me to live well…”
“Yes! What you need most now is to live well!”
When a person’s inner psychological energy starts flowing, he no longer needs others to tell him what to do, and he will gradually enter the process of self-repair.
“Okay Mr. Bai, you have completed a very difficult task today, thank you for your hard work. Now let us wake up.
“Every time I count a number, you will become more and more awake, more and more awake… five, four, three, two, one… When you feel you can, open your eyes.”
Bai Yijin was immersed in his own world for a while, and then finally slowly opened his eyes.
What was in front of him now seemed to be a brand new world.
A fresher, brighter, warmer world.
He stood up from the bed and bowed deeply towards Xie Bin, “Dr. Xie, thank you!”
“The person you need to thank most is not me,” Xie Bin smiled, “but yourself.You see, the phrase “live a good life” is not what I preach to you, but what you say to yourself, right?Everyone has a part in their heart that loves themselves. Our job as psychologists is to guide patients to find this part, embrace this part, and let it function to its maximum extent.”
“But I still want to thank you!I also want to thank some other people…”
Bai Yijin said, walked outside the ward and found Bai Qiangsong and Ouyang Ming who were waiting there anxiously.
“Dad, thank you!Thank you for being by my side tenderly all these years and never blaming me for killing my mother…”
“How could I blame you!”Bai Qiangsong realized that something had changed in his son, and he couldn’t help but burst into tears for a while, “Jin’er, it was actually your father’s tyranny that harmed you and your mother!Dad has always felt sorry for you!”
“No one is sorry to anyone!Bai Yijin rushed over and hugged her father, “Everything is just God’s will!”Let us all live a good life in the future!”
“Yes, yes, the deceased is gone. The most important thing is that the living should live a good life…”
The father and son hugged each other tightly for a while before they separated. The barriers that had existed for many years seemed to melt away in this moment.
Then Bai Yijin looked at Ouyang Ming again and smiled with a tear-stained smile:
“Thank you too, A Ming!If it weren’t for your existence, I would never have made up my mind to receive psychological treatment…”
“Wow Yijin, what did you call me?Ouyang Ming interrupted him excitedly, “It sounds so good. Can you shout it a few more times?””
Bai Yijin smiled, “A-Ming, A-Ming, A-Ming…is that enough?””
“It’s not enough, I have to call ten more times.”
“What!Bai Yijin stopped laughing and glared at Ouyang Ming, “Then you can call him yourself!””
Bai Qiangsong, Su Chenhui and Shen Lingfeng, who were watching this scene, all showed happy smiles.
“Okay, let’s stop crowding around the hospital,” Bai Yijin smiled again, “I’m fine now, everyone can go and do their own thing.I’m also going to go through the discharge procedures.”
Ouyang Ming said: “I will go with you.”
People who enter the hospital in a coma are very happy to be able to line up and go through the discharge procedures so quickly.
Although Bai Yijin’s pheromone allergy has not been cured yet, the symptoms directly marked by Ouyang Ming this time are much lighter than before, which makes him deeply relieved.In addition to the psychological treatment he had received, he decided to wait for some time for his body to recover and try again.
“Dad,” Bai Yijin looked at Bai Qiangsong. He knew that although his father rarely acted in recent years, he was busy doing charity work, “You are also very busy over there, so you should go back early.I also want to go back to be a teacher.”
“good.”Bai Qiangsong nodded, “Jin’er, dad will tell you again, what happened in the past was all his fault. From now on, you can do whatever you want, even if you have to be a dance teacher for the rest of your life, it doesn’t matter.”
“Being a dance teacher all my life…” Bai Yijin smiled bitterly, “I think it’s a pity that my body is still useless, so I only danced a simple dance for a short period of time in class, and my waist is still aching.”
“…” Ouyang Ming’s relaxed expression couldn’t help but become solemn again.
“Okay,” Bai Yijin comforted him at this moment, “You can’t expect everything to be perfect, right?I am very satisfied to be like this now.”
“What’s it like now?”Ouyang Ming showed his signature teasing smile, “Are you with me?”
“…” Bai Yijin rolled her eyes at him and was too lazy to answer. She looked at Shen Lingfeng and Su Chenhui, “You should go and do your work first. Even if everyone is focused on filming Gu Yuxin now, you are still participating in the show after all, so you better not waste too much time for me.”
“That’s good.”
Shen Lingfeng nodded, turned to Su Chenhui and said, “Chen Hui, let’s go first.”
“good.”Su Chenhui and Shen Lingfeng left side by side.
“Doctor Xie,” Bai Yijin looked at Xie Bin again, “Thank you again for your willingness to treat me for free… In fact, you can also replenish the treatment fee.”
“You’re too kind.Xie Bin smiled slightly and said, “A psychiatrist will be very happy if he can successfully help others.”Okay, then I’ll leave first.”
In the blink of an eye, only Bai Yijin and Ouyang Ming were left in the hospital.
“Yijin, go prepare your lessons.”
Ouyang Ming, who had completed the discharge procedures with Bai Yijin, was still standing in the hospital and refused to leave, “I still have something to ask the doctor.”
“ah?What’s wrong?Bai Yijin was startled, “Are you feeling uncomfortable in any way?””