【Abo】After Being Accidentally Tagged By Bingshan Movie King Chapter 39
byChapter 39 Hypnotherapy
“Heart disease…” Bai Yijin murmured.
“Dr.
Bai Yijin smiled bitterly, “I heard that seeing a psychiatrist is expensive, why pay that price?”
“Jin’er, our family is not short of money!”
“…” Bai Yijin was silent for a moment.In fact, money has always been his excuse. The fundamental reason why he didn’t want to treat his illness back then was that he had a broken attitude towards life.
But now meeting Ouyang Ming has rekindled his hope of living a good life.
“It doesn’t matter. If it’s about money,” Xie Bin knew that he was not short of money, so he still followed him and said, “You are friends of Chen Hui and the others, so you are also my friend. If you don’t mind, I can chat with you for free later.”
“…Thank you very much, doctor.”
The other party has already talked to this point, so what reason does Bai Yijin have to refuse?
A few people chatted in the ward for a while, and the others left first, leaving only Bai Yijin and Xie Bin in the room.
Xie Bin said warmly: “I wonder if you would like to tell me what happened that year?”
“Okay, thank you doctor.”
Bai Yijin briefly told Xie Bin what she had just told Ouyang Ming not long ago.
However, when he told Ouyang Ming, he concealed his self-defeating mood at that time, while he told Xie Bin everything frankly.After all, his purpose is to pursue healing.
“Do you think,” Bai Yijin smiled bitterly, “I deserve this problem entirely? I could have asked for help from my dad or teacher, but I didn’t.”
“No, no.” Xie Bin shook his head and said seriously, “I think your problem is a sign that there is a part of you that has always loved you.”
“…What??” Bai Yijin was stunned and confused for a moment, “How do you say this?”
“The consciousness of each of us is divided into surface consciousness and subconscious mind, and it is often the subconscious mind that plays a decisive role in a person’s state and behavior.
“At that time, from a conscious level, you thought it didn’t matter how you were fucked, but your subconscious chose to faint and suffer from pheromone allergy. Why is this?
“Because if you hadn’t fainted at that time, you might have accepted yourself to be marked by an alpha. But you feel in your heart that this is not okay. Suffering from this disease is a kind of self-protection wisdom on your part. But at the same time, it is a self-punishment mechanism.”
“…It’s a bit…complicated…” Bai Yijin thought that she was usually a smart and understanding person, but now she was confused.
“Oh, this contradiction does seem a bit complicated. To put it simply, pheromone allergy can protect you from being harmed by strange alphas, but it also blocks the possibility of establishing a deep connection with alphas. In other words, if you think that you are safe but living your life alone, that is the best ending.”
“You’re right!” Bai Yijin suddenly understood as if enlightened, “Isn’t it like this? I live to atone for my father’s sins, so of course I have to be safe, at least I have to walk behind my father; however, I have caused my father to lose his partner and be lonely in this life, so what qualifications do I have to be happy in this life!”
“Is that really your fault?!” Xie Bin said seriously, “Your father was too strong and controlling at the time. Although your mother tried to persuade him, she also had her own emotions. Why can’t you say that they made you unable to pursue your dream? Is it because your mother is gone, she must be the biggest victim?”
“Of course!” Bai Yijin couldn’t help but burst into tears. “My mother is gone. How can I still regard myself as a victim and hate her?!”
“So you just hate yourself, right??”
Xie Bin sighed, paused, and softened his tone a bit:
“Mr. Bai, I think I can only work on your surface consciousness to reason with you now. I’m afraid we need to do hypnotherapy to go deep into your subconscious.”
“…Then…let’s try it.” Bai Yijin wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and nodded in agreement.
“Okay, then you lie on the bed now.”
Bai Yijin was originally sitting on the hospital bed, but when she heard Xie Bin say this, she lay down.
“Now listen to my instructions… pay attention to your breathing, you have to breathe very, very deeply… When you exhale, imagine that you are exhaling all the waste gas in your body, and let all the worries, anxiety, and discomfort gradually go away from you…
“Now, you have entered a very relaxed state… Your eyelids seem to weigh a thousand pounds, and you can’t open them even if you want to… You can try, can you still open them?”
Bai Yijin’s eyelids moved, but they did not open.
“Very good, you have entered a hypnotic state.Imagine walking into a long corridor of time… Let’s go a few months ago to see what happened?”
“I met Ouyang Ming a few months ago.”Bai Yijin’s tone was a little shy in the joy, “At first, I really thought he was quite frivolous and annoying. I didn’t expect that my relationship with him would become deeper and deeper… Now, I seem to have fallen in love with him…”
“Heh, it seems that what happened a few months ago was a good thing.Then we slowly go back to a year ago, two years ago, and see what happened?”
“Nothing special.”Bai Yijin replied lightly.
“Hmm, have you been quite peaceful these past two years?”
“Rather than being peaceful, it is better to say that before meeting Ouyang Ming, life had always been like a pool of stagnant water, without any waves or expectations.”
“OK.Then let’s keep going forward…to three years ago…five years ago…six years ago…”
When Bai Yijin heard “six years ago”, her whole body trembled violently.
“I know that something happened to you six years ago that was so painful that you didn’t want to vividly relive the memory.It doesn’t matter, I’m here with you.And if you’re in too much pain, you can choose to wake up from hypnosis at any time.Let’s try it now, shall we?”
“…Okay…” Bai Yijin answered in a trembling voice.Xie Bin’s gentle words and the presence of Ouyang Ming in his heart gave him the courage to face the bloody past.
“Now let’s take a look at yourself when that incident happened. How did you feel about him?”
“hatred!Bai Yijin said one word without hesitation, “Why does he insist on dancing!”Why do you have to run away from home!Why do you have to say those things to your mother!He is a complete idiot!I can’t wait to take a knife and cut off his flesh piece by piece!Or just stab him in the heart with a knife, so that he will be the one who dies, not his mother!”