Chew Slowly Chapter 46

Chapter 46 Chapter 46

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Many people have said that Chen Zongqian is selfish. Elders such as his father, Fang Yuan and others, and Yao Can who is the same age have also said this.But Yao Can felt that it was more indifference, and the elders saw more clearly, saying that Chen Zongqian’s heart was not pure.

Fang Yuan’s criticism alerted Chen Zongqian. He agreed and quickly gave up on criminal matters and switched to studying civil and commercial law.Things are different now. He is no longer the impetuous and weak-minded boy, but he still does not refute the criticism.

Even after so many years, his selfishness has not changed. He seems gentle on the outside, but very indifferent on the inside.

Being in the field of commercial litigation, the people Chen Zongqian has dealt with the most over the years, apart from his colleagues, are businessmen.

Businessmen pursue efficiency and profits, and always pay attention to wind direction and risks.His job is to seek more benefits for others within the scope of the law and avoid risks in a timely manner…

Law may be a tool or a line to maintain order.Chen Zongqian is not interested in how much he gets, nor is he interested in what is outside the line.Lawyers are a profession, and litigation consulting and other matters are jobs. They just need to be done properly. He does not pursue deeper values.

People are different, Chen Zongqian said.

Being a lawyer is also Gao Xuan’s profession, and litigation consulting is also Gao Xuan’s job, but Gao Xuan cannot remain calm while being busy.He doesn’t have Chen Zongqian’s background, he has bad luck, and his professional abilities are relatively average. Even if he has the courage to change, he doesn’t have the capital to back it up.

You must first survive, then live better, and only then can you talk about your ideals without worrying about your livelihood.How can you keep looking up at the moon, bending down to pick up money is the reality.

The reason why he took the initiative to take Xu Jian’s case was to have real contact with Chen Zongqian and bring up old things so that they could continue talking.

The person who dies in front of you will inevitably become a knot in your heart that cannot be resolved. This matter is heavy enough and profound enough.Discussing what touched Chen Zongqian’s heart back then, he had to be remembered by others so that he could have connections and help…

To achieve that result, being aggressive and tempting were all methods, but Chen Zongqian didn’t give him any reaction he wanted.

So he expressed his sympathy calmly?No guilt or regret?Can this be put down lightly?Gao Xuan couldn’t understand.

“The reports at that time were clear and detailed, and there was nothing wrong with them. The court’s judgment and the public’s condemnation all deserved the violators. The living can still get compensation, but I can only feel sorry for the dead. I feel sorry for myself too, but the tragedy did not happen because of me, and I will not torture myself with guilt all the time. Of course, if there was a gentler way to let her know the truth at that time, maybe she would not go to extremes.”

“What Fang Yuan said is right. I have a lot of selfish motives, but I don’t care what others do, and I’m not interested in helping your selfish motives.” Chen Zongqian straightened his sleeves, stood up and left.

When Gao Xuan heard the last sentence, his heart suddenly became cold. He quickly stood up and said, “If you don’t care about others, what about Xu Qiaochuan?”

Just thinking about that name will make your heart feel uncontrollably astringent and sour.Chen Zongqian paused, but did not look back.The voice was very soft, like a statement or an exclamation: “He is my selfishness.”

After some delay and going out late, Chen Zongqian was worried about leaving him alone in the car.During the conversation, I took the time to look at my phone a few times. I was not reassured when I saw that the positioning had not been moved. I was relieved when I saw someone sleeping in the back seat, Chen Zongqian.

In the mirror, I saw half of Xu Qiao’s face, with some tears on it.Her breathing sounded messy. She must have just cried and couldn’t catch her breath.He didn’t sleep well, sleeping lightly but dreaming a lot. He probably fell in his sleep and his body twitched obviously.

The shock made Xu Qiaochuan wake up slightly and he felt the presence of another person. He opened his mouth and wanted to shout, but his voice became weak after he was out of breath.

“I’m here.” Chen Zongqian said. Seeing him move, he turned around and stretched out a hand to touch it.

Xu Qiaochuan didn’t hear anyone’s voice, and when he heard the movement, he instinctively reached out to grab it.He often holds hands with Chen Zongqian at home. Whether it is simply holding hands or interlocking fingers, he is used to any posture, and he can be sure it is Chen Zongqian just by feeling.It would be very comfortable to be around Chen Zongqian. He wanted to sleep again, but unfortunately his eyes were dry and he couldn’t sleep because of the pain.

“Let’s go back.” Chen Zongqian held the hand instead and held it tighter.

“Yeah.” Xu Qiaochuan moved his fingers unconsciously.

“Wear your seat belt.”

“Yes.” Although he agreed, Xu Qiaochuan still lay still.

“Sit in the back or next to me?”

“Well…” Xu Qiaochuan kept his mind blank, answering one sentence after another, but he didn’t care about what he said.

His hand was suddenly released, and Xu Qiaochuan hung down softly as if he had no bones.He lowered his eyes and looked at his hands. He didn’t feel anyone leave the front seat, nor did he see the car door above him open.

Chen Zongqian stood up with half a hug, sat in and closed the car door tightly.He looked carefully at Xu Qiaochuan’s face and saw that his eyelashes trembled, as if there was a little glimmer of water hidden in them, which was very moving.

He took off his glasses and put them aside. He suddenly pressed Xu Qiaochuan and kissed her. He easily opened his lips and teeth and squeezed his tongue in.Chen Zongqian held Xu Qiaochuan’s face with one hand and put his other hand on his neck gently.Xu Qiaochuan was pressed on the back of the chair and kissed deeply, and everything was taken away forcefully.

He forgot to ventilate and his breathing was a little difficult. Xu Qiaochuan was quickly kissed and was deprived of oxygen, and his whole head felt dizzy.But Chen Zongqian had no intention of letting him go easily. As long as he closed his eyes, he would definitely get a bite on his lips.

The bite was so severe that Xu Qiaochuan was in pain and could not scream.Chen Zongqian put his hand on his neck bone and repeatedly rubbed his Adam’s apple with his fingers, making people forget about the act of swallowing.I couldn’t swallow the saliva, but I didn’t want to choke it in my throat, so it ended up flowing out from the corners of my mouth.

Xu Qiaochuan couldn’t control himself, and the kiss finally ended.He raised his head and panted, and his collar opened due to the movement just now, exposing a section of his neck that was stained with saliva and glowed pink.The person was still in front of him, but he came closer again as if the kiss wasn’t enough.The feeling of being out of breath and suffocating was still there, and Xu Qiaochuan was scared, but he couldn’t escape anywhere and couldn’t push away.

Chen Zongqian kissed her again, not the deadly deep kiss just now, but thin and dense, light and gentle.Xu Qiaochuan’s mind, which had no memory at all, quickly forgot about what he had just done, and he also forgot about the rejection movement in his hands, and changed it to a hug.

Kiss from the end of the eye to the earlobe, and then kiss all the way down to the pinched neck.Itchy, but not uncomfortable, he squinted to enjoy the intimacy.The two were very close, but Xu Qiaochuan was greedy and wanted to be closer and inseparable.But they could only go so far. Xu Qiaochuan breathed out and hugged Chen Zongqian tighter.

He whispered in someone’s ear: “I miss you so much…”

Finally, he took a bite on his collarbone and stopped. Curious about his thoughts, Chen Zongqian asked obediently: “What did you miss me for?”

Xu Qiaochuan said he didn’t know, he had forgotten everything.