Have You Confessed Your Love Today? Chapter 52

Chapter 52 Chapter 52 The Moon and Stars

Play hard to get.

Zhufu Gaoming was still thinking about this evaluation while lying on the bed.

If we look at the progress of ordinary people, their progress is very fast and they have quickly entered the mode of entering the house.

But for him and Akechi Kenwu, who have known each other for more than ten years, this progress is almost stagnant.

Zhu Fu Gaoming himself lacks experience in love, otherwise he would not have been secretly in love with Mingzhi Jianwu for more than ten years, and what he has as a reference is a pair of young tame dyes who are still unwilling to expose their mutual love.

This pair of would-be lovers, who make people anxious just by looking at them, is not a good reference, but the basic situation is similar to them. Both parties are so familiar that…

Zhu Fu Gaoming’s thoughts were stuck for a moment, and it seemed that something was not the same.He didn’t confess because he knew there was no chance, but it was almost the same as being too familiar.So even if we get along day and night, there is no ambiguity, more like friends who live together.

The moonlight fell into the room, like the hair of a wise man.Zhu Fu Gaoming fell asleep in the silver moonlight, and in his dream he saw someone as dazzling as the sun.

“What’s wrong, Gao Ming?” Mingzhi Jianwu looked at his friend in confusion.

At this time, Ming Zhiqiang had not yet graduated from college, and he did not have the calmness and elegance that had accumulated a lot of prestige after working for many years. His face still had a slightly soft outline, and his iris-colored eyes reflected the sun, as if they were sprinkled with golden light.

At this time, Zhufu Gaoming was not the Nagano military advisor.Classmate Gao Ming, who had just begun to fall in love, looked at his sweetheart and said sheepishly: “It’s nothing, I’m just about to graduate, so I feel a little sad.”

He still remembered his panic when he first discovered that he liked Kengo, his classmate, his confidant, his best friend… his sweetheart.

During that time, Zhufu Gaoming’s heart beat faster when he saw Akechi Kengo. If Akechi Kenwu hadn’t been busy graduating and getting into the police academy during that period, he might not have been able to hide it from his keen friends.

Wise and wise eyebrows arched, and he said jokingly: “Are you reluctant to part with me, Gao Ming?”

Zhufu Gaoming seemed to be bewitched by the smile of Mingzhi Jianwu, and he sighed lightly: “Yes, I can’t let you go, Jianwu.”

The young Mingzhi Jianwu opened his eyes wide in surprise and looked at him: “Gao Ming, you are so straightforward today!”

The cleverness in dreams is not as cautious and restrained as in reality.He looked at Mingzhi Jianwu, his eyes burning, and the surging emotions seemed to flow out of his eyes: “Because we are going to be separated soon, Jianwu, I’m worried that if I don’t say a lot of things, it will be too late.”

At this time, the young Akechi Kenwu didn’t know what he was about to suffer. He tilted his head curiously: “Don’t make it sound like we will never meet again. Maybe we will work in the same police station? I will be your boss by then. Who makes you unwilling to take the professional group exam?”

Wise and enlightened, he is as proud and confident as ever.He is on par with Zhufu Gaoming, but he is in the professional group and has a higher starting point, so he will definitely be promoted faster than Zhufu Gaoming.

Zhufu Gaoming looked at Mingzhi Jianwu and couldn’t help but raise the corners of his lips, feeling that his sweetheart was as proud and beautiful as a peacock: “Then I’ll leave it to Commander Mingzhi.”

Mingzhi Jianwu laughed out loud: “Gao Ming, it’s still too late for you to regret it.”

“No, I still prefer to stay on the front line.” Zhu Fu Gaoming looked at the wise and wise figure, “I am on the front line solving the case, and you are commanding from a high position. Isn’t this good?”

Mingzhi Jianwu nodded thoughtfully and said happily: “Then we must be the most understanding partners.”

Zhufu Gaoming stared intently at Mingzhi Jianwu’s happy look, as if he would never see him again.

The wise and enlightened person in the dream was equally sharp: “What’s wrong, Gao Ming? What do you want to say to me?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming lowered his eyebrows and smiled. When he raised his head again, his blue eyes were full of determination and determination: “Jianwu, maybe you will never want to see me again after hearing what I want to say.”

“How could that happen?” Mingzhi Jianwu said in surprise, “Gao Ming, we are good friends… Is it possible that you will do something that will break our friendship?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming said honestly: “I haven’t done it yet, maybe I will do it soon.”

“Ah?” Akechi Kenwu looked at him blankly, thought for a while, and said helplessly, “Okay, you succeeded in confusing me. This shouldn’t be some prank before graduation, right?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming couldn’t help but sigh: “No, I am telling the truth.”

“I believe this.” Mingzhi Jianwu held his chin, sat and stood with Zhufu Gaoming, and looked up at each other troubledly, “Then what do you want to say to me, Gao Ming?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming looked down at Ming Zhi Jianwu’s face, as if he wanted to get the courage and impulse of love from him: “Jian Wu…”

He raised his hand, as if he wanted to touch Mingzhi Jianwu’s face, but he didn’t dare to really offend him, he only dared to describe his sweetheart’s features from a distance.

“Huh?” Mingzhi Jianwu tilted his head, glanced at Zhu Fu Gaoming’s stretched out hand, and asked in confusion, “What do you want?”

“…I like you.” Zhufu Gaoming took a deep breath, looked at the shocked Mingzhi Jianwu, and repeated again clearly, “Jianwu, I like you.”

After saying the words, Zhu Fu Gaoming calmed down and waited for the wise and enlightened reaction.

The wise and enlightened are speechless.He thought for a long time and asked, “Is this like the one I thought I would like?”

“Yes.” Zhu Fu Gaoming said firmly.He has no regrets after losing the chess piece. Now that he has decided to confess his love, he will never back down.

Mingzhi Jianwu was silent for a while, and he frowned: “I don’t understand, Gao Ming, I thought we had always been friends.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming said: “We are, but there is no rule in the world not to be tempted by your friends.”

Akechi Kenwu calmly refused: “You are not my type.”

“I know.” Zhu Fu Gaoming looked regretful and raised his lips in a self-deprecating tone, “I just want to give it a try, otherwise I won’t give in.”

Mingzhi Jianwu breathed a sigh of relief and could understand Zhufu Gaoming’s mood: “If you don’t let me try it, I won’t be willing to do it.”

He looked at Zhu Fu Gaoming with a slight apology in his eyes: “So how do you feel now? Can we continue to be friends?”

Zhufu Gaoming had no choice but to smile bitterly.He knows that there is no malicious intention in being wise and enlightened, but he uses his strong psychological endurance to treat others, which sometimes gives people an inhumane indifference.

“Okay.” Zhu Fu Gaoming nodded, “We will continue to be friends in the future.”

Akechi Kenwu smiled: “That’s good, I don’t want to lose a good friend because of this.”

The performance of being wise and enlightened is too magnanimous, so magnanimous that there is no room for misunderstanding.

On the day of graduation, Zhu Fu Gaoming said goodbye to Mingzhi Jianwu at the school gate: “Goodbye then, Jianwu.”

“Goodbye, Gao Ming.” Mingzhi Jianwu waved to him, and the two walked towards their respective futures.

Zhuofu Gaoming returned to Nagano, and was promoted to the police department step by step with his efficient crime detection rate on the front line, reaching the top of his career early.

Wise and enlightened, he went to the Metropolitan Police Department and became the youngest police officer at the age of twenty-eight.

The friendship in college has become a memory in a long life.Zhu Fu Gaoming’s confession was rejected and he consciously avoided suspicion.Being wise and enlightened is busy with work, and it is natural to see that all the clever people are gradually becoming unfamiliar.

The two of them drifted apart.

Until one day, Akechi Kenwu, who was transferred back to the Metropolitan Police Department, was assassinated.The news was overwhelming, Zhu Fu Gaoming’s breath was suffocated, and the face of Zhi Jianwu after being shot appeared clearly in his mind.

Then, the shot figure turned into Zhu Fu Jingguang.His brother was covered in blood and could no longer open his eyes.

Zhu Fu Gaoming suddenly opened his eyes under the moonlight: “Jingguang… Jianwu…”

There were water drops falling from the end of his eyes and hiding in the black hair, leaving only two shiny water marks in the corners of his eyes.

Zhufu Gaoming took a deep breath with trembling, covered his eyes with his palms, and fell into the darkness again – only the ups and downs of his chest could reveal his emotional turmoil.

The noisy heartbeat, rapid breathing, and nightmares that cannot be woken up are like dark clouds covering the people in the bed, and when they relax for a moment, it will be like a downpour.

After half an hour of restless sitting and lying down, Zhu Fu Gaoming sat on the bed and pressed his forehead hard. After all, his reason was defeated by the worry of being unable to sleep.

He got up from the bed.

At night, Mingzhi Jianwu’s huge apartment seemed empty and worryingly quiet.

Zhu Fu Gaoming opened the door of his guest bedroom and walked towards the master bedroom.

Mingzhi Jianwu did not have the habit of locking the door when sleeping, perhaps because he had lived alone for a long time, or perhaps because of his trust in Zhu Fu Gaoming.

But today he was going to betray his trust.Zhu Fu Gaoming opened the door of the master bedroom slowly and silently, looking at the bed with penetrating eyes.

Wise and enlightened, sleeping soundly.

He was lying on the bed wrapped in a quilt, his face was peaceful and his breathing was gentle.

Zhu Fu Gaoming seemed to be attracted by his sleeping face and unconsciously took two steps towards the bed, wanting to confirm his safety.

Ming Mingzhi’s enlightened eyelashes trembled, and he opened his eyes in a daze, and saw a black figure standing in front of him: “Who?!”

Zhufu Gaoming was suddenly awakened by the voice of Mingzhi Jianwu: “Jianwu, it’s me.”

Mingzhi Jianwu found the glasses on the bedside table and put them on, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Zhu Fu Gaoming.He sat up, pinched the bridge of his nose, and asked jokingly, with a hint of sleepiness in his tone: “Gao Ming, are you planning to attack me at night?”

“Sorry.” Zhufu Gaoming said awkwardly, his cheeks turning red with shame.In any case, breaking into someone’s bedroom while they are sleeping… this can already be classified as harassment.

Akechi and Kenwu turned on the desk lamp, and the bright light illuminated their eyebrows.

Mingzhi Jianwu looked at Zhu Fu Gaoming and said clearly: “Are you having a nightmare?”

The wise and enlightened hand moved, wanting to comfort him but then put it down, curling his fingers into his palm.

Both he and Gao Ming had a sense of propriety. After the window was broken, the normal physical contact between the two quickly decreased.

“It’s nothing, I’m sorry.” Zhu Fu Gaoming took a step back. After he came to his senses, he simply didn’t know what he was thinking.

——The dark night can indeed make people do many things they dare not do.

“It’s nothing.” Akechi Kengo responded with the same words, making a joke, “Anyway, I don’t have the habit of sleeping naked at night.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming was stunned for a moment, and the redness on his face deepened.Fortunately, the light from the desk lamp was not bright enough, allowing him to fool himself for a while.

Wisdom and enlightenment lifted the quilt.

Zhu Fu Gaoming subconsciously looked away.

Mingzhi Jianwu looked at him funny, but because Zhufu Gaoming’s ears were red, he did not make any more fun, but said with concern: “Go to the kitchen and get a glass of water?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming seemed to have found an excuse to leave, and immediately answered: “I can go by myself.”

“I’m a little thirsty too.” Mingzhi Jianwu put on his slippers and looked up, only to find that Zhu Fu Gaoming had disappeared.

Akechi Kengo looked at the empty room and couldn’t help laughing: “Pfft!”

In the middle of the night, a warm light comes on in the kitchen.The warm yellow light illuminated a small piece of land, enveloping the figures of the two people.

Mingzhi Jianwu held a glass of warm water in his hand, taking a sip from time to time and looking at Zhu Fu Gaoming: “Want to talk?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming held a glass of warm milk in his hand.He looked down at himself reflected in the cup and remained silent.

Zhizhi Jianwu has a deep understanding of Zhufu Gaoming, and the other party’s silence does not hinder his speculation.

Mingzhi Jianwu said in a positive tone: “You are worried about me.”

“No…” Zhu Fu Gaoming subconsciously wanted to deny it. He raised his eyes to meet Ming Zhizhi’s enlightened and determined gaze, and had no choice but to tell the truth, “Yes.”

“No?” Mingzhi Jianwu deliberately misinterpreted.He took a sip of water and said, “That’s just me being pretentious.”

“Jianwu…” Zhu Fu Gaoming was dumbfounded and helpless. His speechless mood diluted the sadness that extended from his dream.

“Well, I’m here.” Mingzhi Jianwu clinked his water glass with Zhufu Gaoming’s milk glass and said leisurely, “I’m here, Gao Ming.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming’s eyes were a little moist, and his blue pupils were coated with a layer of water.

Wise and enlightened fingers moved, trying to wipe away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, but finally handed him a handkerchief.

Zhu Fu Gaoming took the handkerchief a little embarrassed, covered his eyes, and felt a warmth.He murmured, “Sorry.”

Akechi Kenwu believes that this cannot continue.He asked in a calm tone: “You have already apologized twice, why don’t you tell me where you went wrong?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming’s lips moved and he muttered nothing.

Mingzhi Jianwu sighed and said seriously: “This is why I didn’t want to point it out at first, Gao Ming. I thought we were friends who talked about everything. Did this relationship affect you?”

“No, it’s not because of this.” Zhu Fu Gaoming put his handkerchief into his palm and looked at Ming Zhijianwu nervously, “I won’t keep silent just because…” I want to give you a good impression.

At the moment of eye contact with Akechi Kenwu, Zhufu Gaoming realized that Akechi Kenwu said this on purpose.He just wanted to force him to tell the truth, so he used this relationship as a bargaining chip.

Zhufu Gaoming said happily in pain: “I don’t have a good impression on you anymore, right?”

“How could it be?” Akechi Kengo looked at him in surprise, “I won’t make friends with people I don’t like. The fact that our friendship lasts for so many years proves that I admire you very much – although I now know that there is more than friendship with you.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming didn’t know whether he should be happy or not.He looked at Ming Mingzhi who refused to let go, and the handkerchief in his hand softly pried open his heart: “I dreamed that I would confess to you when I graduate.”

“Then what?” Mingzhi Jianwu pretended to be all ears, “You won’t be frightened awake by my rejection.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming shook his head. The wise and enlightened refusal was what he had expected.

“So I really refused?” Mingzhi Jianwu was a little surprised, “Gao Ming, have you never dreamed that I promised you in your dream? Generally speaking, shouldn’t dreams follow your wishes?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming thought about what he said and said melancholy: “Maybe it’s because even in my dream, I know you won’t agree.”

Wise and enlightened fingers tapped the wall of the cup and asked thoughtfully: “Then what?”

Zhu Fu Gaoming was silent for a long time, unwilling to recall the next plot, and said vaguely: “I dreamed that you were shot, and there was Jingguang…”

All Fu Gaoming have already mentioned Zhu Fu Jingguang, what else do you not understand about being wise and enlightened?

But he can solve the former, but Zhu Fu Jingguang has nothing to do.Wise and enlightened, he revealed the truth almost cruelly: “Gao Ming, there is no resurrection after death.”

“I know.” Zhu Fu Gaoming had no extravagant expectations, but only regretted that he spent too little time with Zhu Fu Jingguang.

They were all too young at that time and thought there would be endless time in the future.The two brothers were separated in two places, working separately, and only saw each other a few times in a few years.

Zhu Fu Gaoming kept every bit of Zhu Fu Jingguang in his heart. The last things his brother left for him were a photo sent to him when he graduated from the police academy and a blood-stained mobile phone, which explained his ideals.

Zhu Fu Gaoming just regretted that they spent too little time together: “At that time, it was just ordinary…”

“We will avenge him.” Zhizhi Jianwu did not persuade Zhufu Gaoming to let go.

He knew that Zhu Fu Gaoming was not trapped in Zhu Fu Jingguang’s death, but that in the silence of the night, he would inevitably fall into nostalgia.

Akechi Kenwu also pursued the case that led to his father’s death in the line of duty, and can understand Zhufu Gaoming’s mood.

Zhufu Gaoming looked at Mingzhi Jianwu and said, “Jianwu, I’m very worried…”

Mingzhi Jianwu looked at Zhu Fu Gaoming’s eyes and suddenly realized that Zhu Fu Gaoming was not only because of Zhu Fu Jingguang, but also worried that he would make the same mistake again.

“I’m not someone who falls down twice on the same road.” Mingzhi Jianwu said confidently, “Besides, you are by my side.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming’s tense expression softened, and the corners of his originally pursed lips slightly raised: “Didn’t you still want to drive me away before?”

Akechi Kenwu said confidently: “I have always wanted you to join the Metropolitan Police, but you refused.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming stroked the side of the milk glass and said jokingly: “Aren’t you afraid that others will say you are nepotistic?”

“Don’t avoid relatives when promoting good people.” Mingzhi Jianwu said calmly, “I believe your ability can convince them.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming revealed his true feelings: “If I face you every day, I can’t guarantee that I can manage my own thoughts.”

Mingzhi Jianwu said: “I think you are taking care of things very well now.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming bowed his head and drank milk with a guilty conscience.

Akechi Kanwu deliberately teased him and said nonchalantly: “It doesn’t matter. This is not the first time I work with colleagues who admire me.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming’s eyes dimmed a little.

Zhizhi Jianwu looked at Zhu Fu Gaoming leisurely and reminded: “Gao Ming, if you still want to drink milk, just pour me another glass. I won’t be reluctant to part with it.”

Zhufu Gaoming looked at the empty cup and looked accusingly at Mingzhi Jianwu.

Mingzhi Jianwu said funnyly: “Gao Ming, didn’t you swear before that ‘the first to get the moon is the one closest to the water’?”

Zhufu Gaoming looked at the wise and enlightened people and said pointedly: “It’s a pity that the bright moon hanging high does not only shine on me.”

“The bright moon will only illuminate the world, not the stars.” Mingzhi Jianwu said plausibly, “The stars will shine by themselves, and there is no need for the bright moon to add luster, so the two sides can always be together.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming’s eyes lit up: “But the stars and the bright moon are far apart.”

“The vast distance does not prevent the stars and the moon from accompanying each other.” Mingzhi Jianwu stood up and put the water cup in the dishwasher, seemingly unconcerned and said, “The legendary Zhuge Kongming knew how to observe the sky at night. If you are interested, Gao Ming, you can give it a try. I’m going to bed first.”

Zhu Fu Gaoming stared blankly at Ming Zhi Jianwu’s leaving figure. The surprise came so quickly that it made him wonder if he was still dreaming.

Does Jianwu mean that it is possible for him to accept his love?Really?It’s probably not his misunderstanding, right?

It is rare for a wise man to doubt himself.

On the other side, Akechi Kanwu, who returned to his room, also began to wonder if he had said too much.

Night is really a time when people can’t help but express their true feelings.In fact, when he knew Zhu Fu Gaoming’s intentions but didn’t distance himself immediately, he gave him a chance.

Being wise and enlightened does not exclude the approach of Zhufu Gaoming, but there is still a distance between not rejecting and liking him.

Zhu Fu Gaoming refused to try to get close in the name of pursuit, and Ming Zhi Jianwu was also very distressed.

If you don’t come close to me, how can I tell if I have a heartbeat?

Zhufu Gaoming’s ‘pursuit’ has not broken through the category of friends until now, which makes Akechi Kenwu wonder whether the line he has drawn for the other party is too clear.

Why is it that the person you want to pursue is Zhu Fu Gaoming, but he is the one who keeps moving forward?

This is obviously playing hard to get!

Akechi Kenwu lay back on the bed, looked at the ceiling and thought for a long time, then closed his eyes.

Forget it, the one who falls in love first is the loser. Just think of it for the sake of this secret love that has lasted for more than ten years. He doesn’t want to see his friend look depressed and depressed.

Zhu Fu Gaoming, who was left in the kitchen, stared at the milk cup in his hand for a while, then washed the milk cup and put it back in its place in a daze, and went back to his room to sleep.

Next, I might have a milk-flavored dream.

———————–

The author has something to say: Originally, this dream was preceded by a sweet dream. Gao Ming confessed to it and accepted it wisely. However, as I wrote about it, it gradually drifted away.Gao Ming, you really can’t lie to yourself in your dream!

Calm and reserved people reveal their true feelings, while proud and controlling people cannot control themselves. Love…