Pyramid Hanging Upside Down Chapter 42

Chapter 42

Qi Feiluan seemed to have never lived an ordinary life, so he was a little clumsy when getting along with him, but those clumsiness became another point of his cuteness.

At that time, Fu Jun felt that although Qi Feiluan became as dazzling as a flame because of his love, it was too painful.

He didn’t need Qi Feiluan to burn for him. He just wanted the two of them to live an ordinary life together and enjoy some ordinary people’s happiness. That was enough.

But as they got closer, Ji Xingyuan intervened and easily took back his belongings.

Fu Jun has never complained about Qi Feiluan. He knows very well who is the culprit who caused his “exile”.The environment on the planet was desolate, but it also made him sober. He understood what Ji Xingyuan’s identity meant, which meant that he could control his and Qi Feiluan’s lives.

Fu Jun actually didn’t try to return to Earth to find Qi Feiluan, he knew it was futile.He stayed on the planet for four years. In addition to Ji Xingyuan’s reasons, it also meant self-exile.

Until Qi Feiluan once again appeared on the planet, in the base, and in front of him.

This may be a revelation from fate.

Four years later, Ji Xingyuan had probably forgotten his existence, so Fu Jun was able to resign from the mine and return to Earth.

When he came back, Fu Jun was thinking that if Qi Feiluan was still single and still willing to choose him, then it would not be too late and they could start over.

But now it seems that Qi Feiluan has a choice.

In fact, when Qi Feiluan chose to go with Ji Xingyuan and rejected him outside Qi Feiluan’s door that day, Fu Jun had already foreseen his own ending.

No matter what the reason for Qi Feiluan’s choice was, he still chose Ji Xingyuan after all.

Fu Jun is a considerate person. At this point, he already understood what Qi Feiluan meant and respected Qi Feiluan’s wishes. He said: “I understand. Regarding my experience of working on the planet, you have apologized before, and I also said that you don’t need to apologize. Everyone should be responsible for their own choices. I never regret it, and I don’t think it is your responsibility.”

“After this period of adjustment, your prosthetic limb is almost ready. All I want to say is that I wish you happiness and a happy trip.”

I also wish you happiness for the rest of your life.

Fu Jun didn’t say the last part of the sentence, but he sincerely wished Qi Feiluan.

…

After finishing everything, Qi Feiluan was a little confused.

Ji Xingyuan used to be the center of his life. Now he can finally escape from this life, but the first thing he feels is not the joy of freedom, but confusion and not knowing what to do.

After thinking for a few days, Qi Feiluan decided to take advantage of his ability to protect people in the industry and register as a mercenary.

Since it is aimless, there is no need for a purpose. Just go wherever you receive the mission.

Soon Qi Feiluan received his first task because of his training experience on the planet: protecting a prospecting team that went deep into the snowfields of the planet.

The currently developed mines on the planet are mainly controlled by Jijia Group and Grantham Group, but the planet is so vast, naturally other energy companies are not willing to give in, and send teams of prospecting teams deep into the snowfields to find new mines.

What’s more, this mission is on a planet.

Far away from the earth and far away from Ji Xingyuan.

…

As he said, Ji Xingyuan did not locate Qi Feiluan, nor did he monitor him, nor did he send anyone to check his itinerary.

This meant that he really had no idea where Qi Feiluan had gone.

Ji Xingyuan got up on time to go to work during the day, and returned to Ji’s manor to fall asleep alone at night.

Work, work, work.

After Qi Feiluan was no longer by his side, Ji Xingyuan felt an emptiness from the inside out. This emptiness almost swallowed him up, leaving him to focus all his energy on work.

However, work could not fill the hole in his heart, but made him even more numb.

In the first month after losing the news of Qixi Feiluan, the vulnerability period came as expected.Ji Xingyuan finally stopped working, entered the negative pressure ward of the hospital, and let the machine operate to extract pheromones from the hot, swollen and painful back of his neck.

He sat on the hospital bed in a daze, looking at the observation window of the negative pressure ward, subconsciously expecting to see someone.

But no.

He won’t come.

Ji Xingyuan knew very well that Qi Feiluan would not appear.

But subconsciously, he was still hoping that Qi Feiluan would remember his vulnerable period, that he would remember the days when it was difficult for him to spend time alone, and that he would come back to see him out of worry or soft-heartedness.

While he was denying his expectations, he was painfully unable to stop having such delusional expectations.

This contradictory pain almost tore him in half.

He would also wonder, was Qi Feiluan like this before?

While uncontrollably expecting Ji Xingyuan to love him, he rationally denied that Ji Xingyuan could not love him.

Constantly contradicting and denying myself, feeling the unrealistic expectations sinking, but never falling to the bottom of the cliff called “despair”.

Sure enough, until his susceptible period ended, the figure he had been looking forward to seeing never appeared.

After passing the susceptible period in the first month and returning to work, Ji Xingyuan told himself that it didn’t matter, it was just the first month.

Maybe he has to get used to it, maybe Qi Feiluan will never come back.

Ji Xingyuan devoted himself even more to his work like crazy.

He even began to feel that Alpha’s unique exuberant energy had become another form of torture for him.

He needs less sleep than others, which means he has more time to spend missing Qi Feiluan.

In the second month after losing the news of Qi Feiluan, the long-term and high-intensity work was too much for Ji Xingyuan’s strong physique. This time the susceptibility period was more intense than last time.

When Ji Xingyuan went to the hospital to extract pheromones, he felt an indescribable fatigue.

After extracting the pheromones, Ji Xingyuan took a ride back to Ji’s Manor. He was supposed to go back to his room to have a good rest, but he suddenly changed direction and walked into the room where Qi Feiluan once lived.

Qi Feiluan has lived here for more than ten years, from when he was very young until he moved away a while ago.

Ji Xingyuan fell exhausted on the bed where Qi Feiluan had slept for a long time, like a traveler who had walked in the desert for a long time and plunged into the spring.

He really… really wanted to hear Qi Feiluan’s voice, really wanted to see him, and really wanted to smell his breath.

It had only been two months, and he was already missing Qi Feiluan like crazy. He could hardly control himself anymore.

No, but he couldn’t do anything.

I can no longer do wrong things, and I can no longer do things that make Qi Feiluan disgusted.

He had never thought about why he was so insistent on letting Qi Feiluan stay with him.

No matter work or life, no matter time or place, now that Qi Feiluan has really left his side, he has gradually realized…

People need to confirm their existence through others.

Without Qi Feiluan, what would Ji Xingyuan be?

He is the helmsman of the Ji family, Mr. Ji among the people, and the boss among his subordinates, but he is not Ji Xingyuan.

The real Ji Xingyuan is guarded by Qi Feiluan. As long as Ji Xingyuan looks back at Qi Feiluan, he can see himself in Qi Feiluan’s eyes.

Everyone, including his parents, just wanted to take advantage of him, except Qi Feiluan.

From the innocent companionship in childhood to the sincere sincerity in youth, Qi Feiluan is the only person who loves and cares about Ji Xingyuan.

That’s why when Qi Feiluan said “I will always be by your side”, he tried like crazy to catch this existence.

Qi Feiluan did not go against his words, and he would always be by Ji Xingyuan’s side.

It was Ji Xingyuan himself who abandoned his teenage self and strode into this pyramid-shaped world.

Maybe…maybe not only Qi Feiluan needs to find himself, but he also needs to find his former self.

After passing through the second vulnerable period without Qi Feiluan, Ji Xingyuan devoted himself to work as usual, but his condition had reached the point where his secretary and special assistant were afraid of his sudden death.

In the end, Jian Junshuang couldn’t stand it anymore, so he came to Ji Xingyuan’s door and said, “If Qi Feiluan comes back, do you want him to see you like this?”

Jian Junshuang is always so to the point. Ji Xingyuan may not listen to other things, but when it comes to Qi Feiluan, Ji Xingyuan really thinks about it.

Jian Junshuang is right, what if, what if Qi Feiluan really comes back?He couldn’t let Qi Feiluan see him like this.

Ji Xingyuan began to force himself to rest. He moved into the room where Qi Feiluan lived before so that he could barely sleep longer.

Although he still didn’t look as high-spirited as before, at least he didn’t look like he had bloodshot eyes and might fall down at any time.

In the third month, the third susceptible period still came.

Ji Xingyuan sat in the negative pressure ward again, listening to the doctor saying to him: “The therapy of extracting pheromone is still effective. At present, your pheromone level has returned to the normal value. But I still suggest that you should seriously consider the combination…”

Ji Xingyuan didn’t know if he was listening, but the doctor couldn’t help but lower his tone as he spoke.After all, the Alpha in front of him was once so strong and seemed indestructible, but now he showed a sense of confusion, exhaustion and… vulnerability…

The doctor thought he was crazy, that he would actually feel vulnerable in a top Alpha like Mr. Ji?

“What if the glands are removed?” Ji Xingyuan said suddenly.

The doctor was in a daze for a moment, thinking he had heard wrongly.

But Ji Xingyuan looked at the doctor and asked calmly but solemnly: “Can removing the glands solve the problem?”

The doctor screamed “You’re crazy” while yelling, and then one roar after another rang in his heart.

Are you crazy?Do you know what it means to have your glands removed?

It is true that removing glands can solve the problem of disordered pheromone secretion and the problem of susceptibility. It also eliminates the need to combine with Omega. But if it is so good, why are there so few surgeries to remove glands?

Generally speaking, except for cases where there are only glandular lesions or glands that have to be removed due to illness, no Alpha or Omega will perform this surgery.

Because the human body is extremely sophisticated, a lot of evidence proves that Alpha’s extraordinary physique and far superior energy than ordinary people are all caused by pheromones secreted by glands.

Just like some people secrete more adrenaline than ordinary people and are therefore better at sports than others.

If the glands are removed, Alpha’s superior physique and extraordinary energy will deteriorate.Omegas are even worse. Their physiques are already weaker than Alphas. Removal of glands will further reduce physical fitness and increase the risk of disease. This also leads to the average life span of Omegas who have had glands removed.

An Alpha like Ji Xingyuan has an extraordinary physique and strong energy that everyone envies. He is born to be stronger and superior to others.

Removing the glands means changing from “superman” back to “mortal”. Can he really accept such a gap?

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The author has something to say: I’ve been busier than expected for a while, and I’m really sorry.