Nanke Yifu Chapter 23

Wild geese come and go (4)

Chi Fu and Qiu Ye became friends. The other party seemed to know about his abnormality, but they didn’t know that Yan Laixi had left.

According to the feeling given to him by the words written on the page, Chi Fu felt that Yan Laixi was not someone who liked to talk actively. Qiuye could know Chi Fu and the problems caused by his abnormality, so this person should be considered a very familiar person to Yan Laixi.

Facts have also proved that it is not just very familiar, but quite familiar.Qiuye and Yan Laixi have known each other longer than he and Yan Laixi have known each other.

Before Qiuye learned the name “Yan Laixi”, and before Yan Laixi learned the name “Chi Fu”, he knew that there was such a person. Every time he met, his eyes were glued to Yan Laixi.And this person stood out among the crowd, at least to Yan Laixi, because his eyes would be attracted to that person every time.

The other party asked about their current situation, and Chi Fu told them everything he could know.Yan Laixi probably didn’t want Qiuye to know this, but he knew it without even thinking about it. It was just because he didn’t want to worry the other party or trouble the other party.So, after Qiuye confirmed Chi Fu’s identity and Chi Fu also had a certain understanding of the relationship between Qiuye and Yan Laixi, the two people closest to Yan Laixi in the real world chose to “betray” him and united the front.

To be honest, Yin Yuqiu didn’t have a good impression of Chi Fu behind the screen, at least not yet.

A creature like the companion of a good friend, if you want to increase your impression points, you have to do countless things worthy of praise, big or small. But if you want to reduce them, you can make a mistake and add some obstacles, and the score will plummet. No matter how you improve it in the future, you will have to leave a section of it that will be stuck and you will not be able to get it back.

What’s more, someone like Chi Fu made a “big mistake”.

Even if he knew that he didn’t want to do this, even if he knew that it couldn’t be completely said to be his fault, even if he knew that Nanke didn’t blame him… This wasn’t even a matter of fact, it was precisely because Nanke didn’t blame him that Yin Yuqiu disliked him even more.

But since Nanke didn’t take the initiative to tell him about his decision to leave, it meant that he still had doubts about his decision to leave, and he still had lingering feelings for Chi Fu, and I’m afraid it wasn’t lingering feelings, but not at all.As long as there is a little peace, he will not say a word to himself.

There was also the scarf. Yin Yuqiu asked Chi Fu what Nanke had taken with him. The other party said that it was probably only his ID, mobile phone, and two or three simple items of clothing. Chi Fu couldn’t give an accurate answer. After all, he didn’t remember what he originally had at home.As for the scarf, Chi Fu said that he didn’t have the style he described at home, so Nan Ke took it away and didn’t return it to him, clearly because he was afraid that he would find something wrong and ask questions.

Even if he had to hide it, it was almost certain that Nanke wouldn’t tell anyone.

It was such a cold day. I wonder if he thought about grabbing two thicker clothes when he left.

Yin Yuqiu is not worried that Nanke will have no place to live. He cannot apply for an apartment and a hotel immediately. He is not stupid and will not let himself sleep on the street, but Yin Yuqiu is worried that he cannot take care of himself.

In other words, based on his understanding of Nanke and the way he looked when they met last and only time, this person didn’t know how to take care of him at all.

Nanke will definitely go back in the future, whether he goes back and doesn’t leave, or goes back to deal with those things.He is not a person who is good at making decisions, but he will definitely make everything have an ending.

Besides, Nanke told him that he agreed to spend his birthday with Chi again.

It was precisely because of this that Yin Yuqiu planned to tell Chi Fu everything he knew about the past of the other party and Nanke.He is not afraid that Chi Fu’s behavior will make Nanke soften his heart. Nanke seems to have two hearts. He has his own standards and will stick to his own standards without any compromise.When he is soft-hearted, he can be soft no matter what. A casual word or an action can be a reason for him to convince himself. But once he becomes hard-hearted, even a meteorite cannot hit him.

But Yin Yuqiu didn’t plan to tell Chi Fu this, especially not telling him that Nan Ke would go back and celebrate his birthday with him.

How come their Nanke was suddenly forgotten inexplicably, so he could be so relaxed without remembering anything, and making him anxious Yin Yuqiu would only add fuel to the fire.Moreover, Nanke’s character must be so cold that he would feel that something was wrong with him. After all, the other party had amnesia, or it was due to abnormality, so no matter how wronged he was, he could only keep it in his heart.Nan Ke couldn’t control this tone unless he came out, but he, Yin Yuqiu, could get it.

Yin Yuqiu asked Chi Fu what he knew now, and the other party’s answer was much longer than he expected. When he asked how he got the information and heard the answer, Yin Yuqiu’s first reaction was: Has this Chi Fu really lost his memory?

He doesn’t believe that a person who has completely lost all memory about another person can accept the fact that he has lost his memory because of these few pages of words, a few photos, and some items. As for the “lost memory but still remembers love”, he is even less likely to believe it.From the day Nanke first told him about this matter, Yin Yuqiu has always found it incredible. Chi Fu’s reaction and coping method are incredible, but in reality, the incredible thing related to people is suspicious.

But the diagnosis results don’t lie. Although Yin Yuqiu thinks that the abnormal diagnosis machine is incredible – it can judge whether a symptom that has already appeared is abnormal, but it can only judge the symptoms that have already appeared.

In any case, since Nanke is destined to go back and see Chi Fu again, Chi Fu who knows part of their past is better than Chi Fu who only knows Yan Laixi.

Yin Yuqiu started from the beginning, from the time when the conversation between them was just “thank you”. He talked in detail, although he knew that Chi Fu couldn’t write down everything in his little notebook in detail. After all, if he got up every morning and opened the notebook, he would almost forget it as soon as he finished reading it.Even so, Yin Yuqiu still talked about it in detail. What Nanke told him, what Nanke told him felt, and he himself could feel Nanke’s emotions through the screen.

He told Chi Fu about Nanke’s curiosity, Nanke’s excitement, Nanke’s entanglement and uneasiness. The figure of the person in Chi Fu’s mind became more three-dimensional, and his story gradually became more coherent.

This time, he saw another Yan Laixi, one who was still quiet but more lively, one who was still gentle but too delicate, a Yan Laixi who was filled with love quietly and without asking for a response.

Yan Laixi may not even realize it, but he has a bit of inferiority in his bones.

Just like when he first met, he was always afraid that he would leave a bad impression on Chi Fu, just like he would not think about it in that direction no matter how obvious he was before Chi Fu said he liked him. Just like now, he has done all the things that should be done and should not be done, except for the words “we are lovers now”, he will still worry that Chi Fu and he will have different views on this relationship.

So when Chi Fu asked him if he would like to get to know his parents, Yan Laixi’s first reaction was: “Can I?”

“Is this OK or not?” Chi Fu asked with a smile, not following his train of thought, “Am I the one who can eat people, my mom and my dad, or you? What’s the problem if we’re not on each other’s diet and don’t belong to each other’s allergens…”

Chi Fu said, with a smile on his face: “Isn’t there a bit of ambiguity in what you said?”

“Maybe…” Yan Laixi saw that the other party’s expression was not right, and his voice was weak, “What I want to say is actually the ambiguity?”

“You’re not just playing with me, are you?” Chi Fu felt aggrieved, feeling like the sky was about to fall, “You don’t want to break up with me, right?”

Yan Laixi felt that if he explained a second later, the family might be in trouble, so he quickly said: “Then what I want to say is not the same as what you understand.”

“What is that?” Chi Fu’s voice sounded a little crying. He held Yan Laixi’s forearm and looked up at Yan Laixi with two watery eyes.

The color of his eyes is like lake water, but at this moment, it’s as if Yan Laixi will pour out all the water in it to show you if he says something he doesn’t want to hear.

Before the ripples of the lake really turned into a fountain, Yan Laixi said, “I just thought… I would introduce it to my family or something…”

Will it be anything?Too formal?Will it be troublesome to explain if we break up later?Family is not like friends. Although Yan Laixi doesn’t know what an ordinary family should be like, he knows that although this is not a necessary link, if you deliberately introduce your partner to your family, it usually means: Either from a certain moment in the past, or from this moment on, or from the not-too-distant future, this person is my chosen, new family member.

Yan Laixi didn’t know what words should follow. He felt that Chi Fu should be able to understand what he wanted to express, but the fact was that Chi Fu and he were not on the same channel. The two of them had different conversations today and couldn’t connect.

“Is it possible?” Chi Fu thought of something and asked, “Do you feel uncomfortable?”

“It’s not me, it’s you.” Yan Laixi said, “Isn’t that too hasty?”

“Is it rash?” Chi Fu rubbed his hair and asked, “Then let’s hold a contract ceremony? By the way, do you want to form a contract with me?”

Ah, yes, there is also the matter of making a contract. It is indeed better to sign a contract… What is right!Why does it involve a contract?

Yan Laixi nodded subconsciously in agreement, and when he came to his senses, he immediately shook his head: “I mean, are you sure I can do it? We haven’t been together for a long time. If we meet our parents, we have to explain to them if we separate… No, why are you… don’t cry!”

Before he finished speaking, the lake water gushed out. Yan Laixi was in a hurry and couldn’t find a tissue, so he had to use his sleeve to wipe Chi Fu’s face.His confused brain took the time to review the words he just said and the expressions he made. He really didn’t expect that he had committed any crime that could suddenly make someone cry.

Chi Fu didn’t say anything, just stared at him with teary eyes, expressing his condemnation, dissatisfaction and grievance through the window of the soul that was sprayed with glass of water. He stared at Yan Laixi and made him feel guilty for no reason. His eyes were wandering and he didn’t know where to look. It didn’t matter if the result was not floating. As soon as the glass of water sprayed out, more water sprayed, and he almost screamed out.

It is better to expect Yan Laixi to say a few pleasant words to coax people at this time than to expect a puppy to jump in from the window and crawl into people’s arms.Chi Fu choked and asked Yan Laixi: “Don’t you like me?”

“I like you.” Yan Laixi was confused, “When did I say I didn’t like you?”

Chi Fu: “Then why did you break up with me!”

“I…” Yan Laixi was even more confused, but Chi Fu’s tone was so sure that he began to wonder if he had said something unintentionally, “I didn’t want to break up with you…”

“Then what do you mean, you have to explain yourself after you meet your parents and separate?” The crying tone in Chi Fu’s voice became more and more obvious. After speaking, he pursed his lips tightly and looked at Yan Laixi sadly, with tears falling down like beads with broken strings.

“Stop crying, I really don’t want to break up with you.” Yan Laixi admits that he is not a person who cannot resist tears. Although he was not very good at coaxing his younger brothers and sisters when they cried in the past, he is not as helpless as he is now. “I am just worried about your impulsiveness…”

Yan Laixi’s words were interrupted by Chi Fu. The other party finally successfully received what he wanted to express, but the timing of successful reception was really bad.

Chi Fu was shocked: “Do you think I am impulsive by being with you?”

“No, I mean…” Yan Laixi was interrupted again mid-sentence.

“Then you think it’s impulsive that I want to introduce you to my parents? No… you think I’m just playing with you, and we’ll have to separate sooner or later!” Chi Fu jumped up. He was acting like he was acting before, but now he was really angry and crying, “Yan Laixi! You, you… why are you like this!”

It has to be said that even if Chi Fu is a firecracker, he is still the kind who only knows how to spray ribbons. He even hides in the bedroom when he is angry and remembers to close the door softly.

The door was closed too lightly, leaving a crack, but Chi Fu couldn’t be seen from the outside.Yan Laixi stood at the door, carefully tapped the doorframe twice with his index finger, and softly called Chi Fu’s name.

The kid was really angry this time and even called him by his full name.Brother, Nanke, Xiaoshu… Chi Fu had many names for him, and the most uncommon one was “Yan Laixi”. As soon as these three words came out of his mouth, he couldn’t be coaxed for a while.

“Chi…”

“I left a gap on purpose! Why don’t you push it!”

It turns out it was left on purpose.

Yan Laixi gently opened the door and poked his head in. He saw Chi Fu sitting on the edge of the bed with his back to him, raising his hands to wipe his face from time to time.

“Do I bite?” Chi Fu asked.

“Ah?” Yan Laixi asked hesitantly, “Then I’ll let you take a bite?”

Chi Fu’s still crying tears almost made him angry at his words, and once again he realized deeply that Yan Laixi really couldn’t turn even the slightest corner: “I don’t bite people, why are you hiding so far away! Come here and coax me!”

He didn’t need to be taught how to coax Yan to come to a rare meeting. He half-crouched and half-knelt opposite Chi Fu, gently wiped away the tears on his cheeks, raised his head, and kissed the red eyes.

That was the original plan.

The fact is that Yan Laixi looked up and saw Chi Fu’s eyes were red and his mouth was puffy and he was sniffing. He couldn’t hold back and smiled.The result, after all, is that someone went from feeling a mixture of real and fake grievances and anger to a genuine feeling of half grievances and half anger.

“You’re still laughing at me!”

“I’m not laughing at you.”

“You’re still laughing now!”

“You really don’t have…how old you are to cry whenever you want.”

“Then don’t laugh at me!”

Yan Laixi tried to change the topic, but failed. However, there was an unexpected gain and the tears stopped falling.

“Okay, okay, I’m sorry, I stopped laughing.”

The tears will not fall anymore, and the child’s temper will not go away.

“It’s okay if you don’t laugh.”

“What should we do?” Yan Laixi asked.

“Say something nice.”

“Then first explain why you are crying, okay? You cried so suddenly. My mind was a little confused. I forgot what I was saying just now. I don’t know how to say it nicely.” Yan Laixi said, this time he was not teasing Chi Fu, this time he really forgot.Chifu’s children’s tempers are usually not accompanied by similar symptoms such as verbal disobedience or physical indecency, so it’s okay to ask directly.

Here comes the problem.

Chi Fu: “…I forgot about it too.”

“Then…” Yan Laixi glanced to the side again, trying to muddle through, “Does this matter end?”

“No!” Chi Fu simply refused, “I can remember.”

He muttered beside him, roughly repeated the conversation, and asked Yan Laixi: “Tell me, do you want to break up with me or do you think I will break up with you?”

“None of them.” Yan Laixi sat on the bed, placed his right hand behind Chi Fu’s back, curled up the fingers of his left hand, and lightly touched Chi Fu’s feverish eyelids, “I just…”

I just think that maybe one day, you will meet someone better than me, and you will find that I am not as good as you thought. Whether I introduce it to my family or form a contract, if that day comes, these will become your shackles. They will suppress you, prevent you from turning in the right direction, and even make you feel sorry for me.

But Yan Laixi didn’t say a single word of these words. Chi Fu asked him to say something nice, and put aside whether it sounded nice or not. His intuition told Yan Laixi that if he really said it, he might not be able to coax him.

His intuition should be correct in conclusion. One of the manifestations is that when he mentioned this matter to Qiuye later, Qiuye directly replied to him with two words: “I am sick.”

“I just think it’s a bit too sudden. You have to give me some time to prepare.” The top priority is how to fool the few words that have been spoken before. Yan Laixi is secretly trying to make up some excuse, but Chi Fu has already fooled himself.

“Can you just say that if you’re looking for an excuse?”

“No.” Yan Laixi quickly admitted his mistake, “I was wrong. There will be no next time.”

After achieving his goal, Chi Fu wiped his face and began to feel a little embarrassed, but only a little.

He mumbled and said, “If you feel you are not used to it, just don’t see each other. Anyway, that’s what I said. Although my parents and I have a good relationship, we are not particularly in love with each other and sticky. It won’t have any impact if we don’t see each other all the time.”

“No, I don’t want to see you.” Yan Laixi said, “But you have to give me some time to prepare, right?”