After Being Reborn, He Became An Ace In A Boy Band Chapter 38
byChapter 38 I love you. It’s like hugging you across time and space. Then Li Hu was lonely…
After he “died”, he heard “Li Go” from others twice. The first time was from Tang Ruining, and the second time was still Tang Ruining.
How could it be? Li Go didn’t have time to think about how he was discovered. He thought that as long as he didn’t tell it, no third person in the world would know about it.
This is so unreasonable that no one would believe it even if he said it, but Tang Ruining even discovered it himself.
Tang Ruining held his hand and waited quietly for his answer without urging.
He was filled with shock, followed by relief.This matter hung in his mind and he couldn’t let it go. The longer he and Tang Ruining got together and the deeper their emotions became, the more uneasy he became.He thought he would tell Tang Ruining sooner or later, but when he would say it, how he would say it, and how to deal with Tang Ruining’s possible reaction, Li Hu was not sure, so he could only let it go for the time being.And on this ordinary morning when he was unprepared, Tang Ruining knew that beyond all the possibilities he had expected, he was the one who was caught off guard.
“I… don’t know why this happened.” After some time, Li Hu spoke in a low voice, “That night, I thought I was going to die, and when I opened my eyes again,… I don’t know why, but it just happened…”
“I woke up in the hospital and saw Xiao Cheng, and then Rong Xiao. I didn’t know what to do at that time. I could only say that I didn’t remember what happened before… Later, Jiang Yilan’s mother came, and I went home with her, and then I went to find Momo.”
He said whatever he thought, a little confused, “Then, and then it is like this, until now, but I still don’t know why…”
Li Hu sighed deeply, and when he looked at Tang Ruining, he found that his eye circles were red.
Li Hu stopped talking, came closer, and asked softly: “What’s wrong?”
Tang Ruining closed his eyes, suppressed some emotions, and reached out to hug him.
“It hurts a lot.”
“What?” Li Hu was confused.
People who have never experienced it can’t imagine how painful it is. Tang Ruining’s whole chest is shaking, wishing that he had suffered the pain of being crushed to a bloody pulp for Li Hu.
“I regret it very much.” Tang Ruining said, hugging his arm a little tighter, “If I could… get to know you earlier.”
Tang Ruining hugged him, as if embracing Li Hu’s lonely soul across time and space.How helpless he was to face this alone, and Li Mo, the only one who knew the truth, couldn’t always be by his side. He could only move forward completely on his own, and he couldn’t defend himself when he was misunderstood.
But Li Go laughed softly in his ear and comforted him: “How can this be something you regret? At that time, we had no chance to get to know each other.”
Although Li Hu has a gentle personality and can get along with everyone, he is not someone who takes the initiative to make friends everywhere. Not to mention Tang Ruining, who blocks all social interactions on a daily basis.Unless the two of them become teammates who get along day and night, there will be no chance for them to get acquainted with each other.
So we really became teammates who get along day and night, and to reach this point, no one would have imagined.
“Two years late.” Tang Ruining whispered.Now two days later he would feel it was a waste.
“It’s not too late, we still have a long time to come.”
From now on… Tang Ruining is actually very scared. There is no basis for this kind of thing that cannot be explained by science. Maybe it will come and go as soon as it is said.He didn’t dare to think that if this accident had a time limit, Li Go’s soul would leave this body one day and he would never find it again.
He couldn’t bear it.
Tang Ruining took a few deep breaths, let go of the hug, and asked him, “Has Jiang Yilan completely disappeared?”
Li Go lowered his eyes, “I don’t know…”
“I would also wonder if it was because of me that he…did I ‘squeeze’ him away? He was not seriously injured in the first place, how could he…”
“You are not wrong. No matter what happened between the two of you, you are the only one who has done nothing wrong.” Tang Ruining interrupted him, “I ask this not because I care about whether he is still alive, I only care about you.”
Tang Ruining didn’t hate Jiang Yilan so much that he wanted him to die, but if only one of Jiang Yilan and Li Hu could survive, even if he was asked to kill Jiang Yilan, he would not hesitate.
But he would not say these words, which would definitely frighten the guilty people in front of him.
Tang Ruining stroked the back of his neck and kissed his lips.Li Hu’s lips were slightly open, and he pried them open with a few pecks. He turned his head and kissed her deeper.
Tang Ruining pressed the back of his neck harder and harder. He was suffocated by the kiss, but both of them were a little out of control, and the pain made them feel more secure.
“I often doubt that this world is fake.” Li Gou said hoarsely, pressing his forehead against his, “Does it mean that after death, people will enter another world and live another life. But in fact, this world does not exist. It is an illusion produced in people’s consciousness when they are dying.”
Tang Ruining took his hand and put it against her cheek, saying softly: “I’m real. You can touch it and see.”
Li Go closed his eyes and slowly touched the side of his face.
Tang Ruining brought his hand to his chest, and his heart shook his palm through the rib muscles and skin.
“You are real.” Li Hu murmured.
“I really love you.” The heart beat faster, Tang Ruining said, “I love you.”
Li Hu opened his eyes, his eyes filled with tears.
Tang Ruining’s thumb brushed the corner of his eye, “I will always be with you. No matter what happens in the future, I will never let you be alone again.”
Li Hu’s eyelashes trembled, and tears dripped onto his hands.
Having not shed tears for a long time, Li Huang felt that he was not qualified to be sad for spring and autumn. He had already saved his life, and he did not dare to think too much about it, for fear that fate would play a trick on him again one day.
He never thought before that one day someone would say to him “I will never leave you alone again.”When Li Go was alive, he had no family to support him since he was a child, so he grew up faster than anyone else.When Li Mo was young, he had to do everything by himself, and he had to be strong for his sister.Later, Li Mo grew up and could share the burden for him. He was used to facing everything by himself and didn’t want Li Mo to be burdened.
He doesn’t like to blame others, and he is unwilling to stand still. He has had many difficult times when he thought he couldn’t survive. But even if he is his closest sister, he has never told her that he doesn’t want Li Mo to worry.
Later, when I became Jiang Yilan, I had to learn to hide myself and play another person.
——It just didn’t seem to work. Someone exposed him and told him that he would never be left alone again.
Tang Ruining kissed away his overflowing tears, and Li Hu lowered his head and leaned on his shoulder. They hugged each other quietly without saying a word.
After calming down, Li Go gently pushed him away and said with a nasal voice: “I’ll make you some medicine to drink. Don’t catch a cold.”
After running for so long and being blown by the wind downstairs, Tang Ruining’s throat felt a little sore after a while. Fortunately, he was in good physical condition and did not develop a cold or fever.
When Rong Xiao came back, he saw Jiang Yilan’s eyes were a little red, as if he had just cried. He quietly ran to Tang Ruining and asked, “What happened? Did you quarrel?”
“No.”
“Don’t bully others.” Rong Xiao said, without even asking, he knew that if there was a conflict between them, it would definitely be Tang Ruining’s fault.”Change your temper.”
Tang Ruining was a little speechless, but said, “Yes, I will change it.”
Li Go came over, holding a cup of steaming water and handed it to Tang Ruining, “Drink more hot water.”
Tang Ruining took the cup, holding Li Hu’s hand with his other hand, eyes glued to him, as if he would run away at any time.
Rong Xiao said “tsk”, secretly scolded himself for meddling in other people’s business, and left.