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    52 Chapter 52

    â—ŽWho will you choose?â—Ž

    Shen Lingjun fell asleep again in a daze.

    Crying and arguing also consumed his energy, not to mention that he woke up early in the morning, but his sleep was uneasy. He kept dreaming of Liang Ji’an and the kiss that smelled of rust.

    The chaotic sleep made those details that he didn’t want to recall become clearer. Liang Ji’an was used to wearing glasses both at work and in life. He once thought that Liang Ji’an was short-sighted, but He Wen later told him that it was just Liang Ji’an’s personal habit. Shen Lingjun didn’t quite understand it until he later saw Liang Ji’an taking off his glasses.

    There is obviously no specific change in appearance, but his temperament is completely different. Liang Jian, who wears glasses, always gives people a serious and rigorous feeling, as if he has everything under control. But after taking off his glasses, his aggressiveness is clearly visible. Power has given him all this, so he becomes sharper, like a sword with a cold light.

    Before Liang Jian completely became the talker of the Liang family, perhaps he needed this high-spirited and unstoppable sharpness more, but now he no longer needs it. He Wen joked a few words about his speculation when chatting with him in private, but he didn’t take it too seriously.

    Shen Lingjun had seen Liang Ji’an take off his glasses several times, but he had never seen Liang Ji’an’s eyes up close like today. When he really saw clearly, what Shen Lingjun was thinking was that Liang Ji’an’s eye sockets were actually very deep.

    The eyes are the most difficult place to hide emotions among human features. When you are really happy, you can still see the smile in your eyes even if your mouth is pursed in a straight line. When you are really sad, you can still feel the sadness in your eyes without tears.

    But in Liang Ji’an’s eyes, he only saw himself.

    His thoughts drifted away, and Shen Lingjun also remembered the novel he read in junior high school. It said that the protagonist would throw his glasses aside for convenience when kissing. He also said that two people with very high nose bridges had to turn their faces sideways when talking, otherwise they would only have the tips of their noses touching.

    But Shen Lingjun has always been deeply suspicious of this statement. No matter how flat the nose is, it is better than a round mouth, right?Who kisses without turning his face?

    This sleep was not easy for him at all. When he woke up, he felt his head was dizzy and his body was sweating. Just as he was about to touch his phone to check the time, his hand was immediately held by someone. Shen Lingjun glanced at it and realized that the hand was holding water.

    His eyes moved up, and the person accompanying him was the person who appeared in the dream not long ago.

    “Get out.” When he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse and he said feebly: “Who allowed you to come in?”

    Liang was neither worried nor annoyed. Ever since he confessed his feelings to Shen Lingjun, all his temper seemed to have disappeared, leaving only endless patience. “You have a fever and haven’t eaten for almost a whole day. I’ll leave when you finish eating, okay?”

    Shen Lingjun didn’t appreciate his kindness at all. In his eyes, Liang Ji’an was now a wolf in sheep’s clothing. He couldn’t move the hand holding the water, so he pointed at the door with the other hand, “Get out.”

    Liang Jian just pretended not to hear, “You have been eating very irregularly these past two days.”

    Shen Lingjun was feeling exhausted from the fever. The excuse he gave to Pan Siyun that day came true. He forced himself to half sit up and said stubbornly: “I will eat it myself.”

    “You hold a small table for me, I’ll use my other hand…”

    Before he finished speaking, the spoon was pressed hard against his lips. Liang Jian couldn’t refuse and said, “I said, I’ll leave after eating.”

    “Not only are you disobedient now, but you don’t even want to be called brother?”

    Shen Lingjun was more accustomed to his attitude and did not continue to be stubborn. He moved his nose twice and smelled a sweet smell, and finally opened his mouth and took two slow bites.

    There were red beans and taro in the porridge, cooked with rock sugar. Shen Lingjun ate it as a dessert. Liang Ji’an fed him a mouthful and he ate a mouthful. After drinking less than half the bowl, he looked at the injuries on Liang Ji’an’s face and neck with his peripheral vision.

    It looks almost as good as it gets.

    He said that his attack was not that heavy-handed and that he should have fired his bow left and right to keep Liang Ji’an from getting out for ten days and a half.

    Shen Lingjun suddenly choked, and Liang Ji’an caught the half-mouth he hadn’t finished, frowning and said, “I was distracted while eating again.”

    “I’ve finished eating.” Shen Lingjun said directly, “You can leave now.”

    Liang Jian touched his forehead with the back of his hand and said, “The fever has slowly subsided.”

    He did not keep his promise and left. He carefully wiped the wet marks on Shen Lingjun’s lips with a handkerchief and said, “Junjun, do you want to keep doing this with me?”

    “Every time you see me, you pretend to turn a blind eye with a cold face, or you just find various excuses to stay in school and not go home. At least you are out of sight and out of mind, right?”

    Shen Lingjun frowned and said, “I am not the one who caused all this.”

    “I could have continued to live a good life with you.”

    “But it doesn’t work now. I can’t accept your other feelings for me. I originally thought that you were unhappy with me falling in love because I was young and had poor vision, but in fact it was all because of your own desire for exclusivity.” Shen Lingjun’s voice unconsciously sounded a little crying, “It’s because you are too selfish.”

    Liang Jian did not deny his accusation, but looked at him deeply and said, “Then do you plan to stop using me as your brother now?”

    He was simply causing trouble. Shen Lingjun looked at him angrily and said, “You didn’t want me in the first place!”

    Under the bright light, the moisture in Shen Lingjun’s eyes was like broken diamonds. Liang Jian sighed softly and hugged him closer, “I have never said that, Junjun.”

    Shen Lingjun didn’t have the strength to struggle. He couldn’t get around the threshold in his heart for the time being, but he couldn’t help but yearn for Liang Ji’an’s embrace. Finally, he carefully rested his chin on his shoulder, just like a kitten adjusting to the embrace of humans, and exhaled a long breath.

    He asked Liang Ji’an: “Can you pretend that you never said those words? I can selectively forget.”

    The voice was very soft, but mixed with a lot of pain and confusion. Liang Ji’an expected this kind of pain, because the scruples that kept him from speaking out were also caused by this kind of pain.

    He didn’t answer the question, but it was more like a deliberate inducement, “Don’t you like me?”

    Shen Lingjun did not give a negative answer. He could lie about other things, but not this matter.

    “I like it.” He added: “But it’s different from your liking.”

    Liang Ji’an added: “Then if you were asked to choose someone who must always live together between me and your future lover, what would you choose?”

    Shen Lingjun’s hand without the needle pinched Liang Ji’an hard through his home clothes, “Why do you make such meaningless assumptions?”

    Liang Jian seemed to feel no pain, and said without changing his expression: “Can’t you give me an answer?”

    Shen Lingjun said: “You are simply making trouble unreasonably…”

    “No.” Liang Ji’an touched his hair, “Actually, there is a better solution. The two can be the same person.”

    The temperature on Shen Lingjun’s body was higher than usual, and it felt a little hot in his arms. Liang Ji’an took advantage of this situation and coaxed him into saying what he wanted to hear when he was not sober.

    But Shen Lingjun only had a headache from the fever instead of going crazy. He closed his eyes and leaned into Liang Jian’s arms, “That’s different.”

    Although the gesture of hugging was so intimate, they still couldn’t see clearly what kind of emotions were contained in each other’s eyes. Shen Lingjun didn’t want to look into Liang Ji’an’s eyes. If he looked at them for too long, he would not be able to find himself.

    He was just thinking that it would be good to stay like this.

    Shen Lingjun is a person who is easily satisfied, but Liang Jian is just the opposite. Such a warm scene now only fuels his greed, and he will only ask for more and more.

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