Red Line Resurrection Chapter 24
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â—ŽI am not doing anything against my will.â—Ž
The crisp cracking sound of the porcelain disappeared fleetingly, but the silence in the living room lasted for a while. Even Ruan Jichuan, who was in the peacock’s tail, clamped his tail and said nothing. Shen Lingjun looked at Lu Jiayan who ran away in a hurry, then looked at Liang Ji’an, and finally couldn’t help but said: “Brother, did you have a fight?”
In fact, he was a little concerned about Lu Jiayan’s identity.
After all, I’ve never heard Liang Jian say that, and if his brother had a boyfriend, wouldn’t he be able to devote a lot of energy to him?He now behaves very well when eating and going to school every day. He has to report to Liang Ji’an wherever he goes to play. Liang Ji’an seems to know who he plays with. If his brother leaves him alone, he seems to be freer.
Doesn’t seem like a bad thing.
But since he is so good to himself, he should only be better to his boyfriend, right?
Thinking of this, Shen Lingjun felt a little sad again. He had a really bad life when he lost all his relatives, and now he finally followed Liang Jian home. He didn’t want anyone else to appear at home so soon.
He is not so stingy that he cannot tolerate others.
Just too scared.
What if Lu Jiayan didn’t like him and was flirting with his brother so that Liang Jian would send him away?
Seeing how his expression changed, Liang Ji’an frowned and started to drive away the other person in the family, “Ruan Jichuan.”
Ruan Jichuan thought that Lu Jiayan came right away, but he came at the wrong time and had to create trouble before leaving, and even his plans were completely ruined. But Liang Ji’an told him to get out of here, so he couldn’t be ignorant, “Okay, okay, I’ll leave now. You have to talk about family matters. It’s not convenient for me, an outsider, to be here.”
As he stepped back, he winked at Shen Lingjun, “It doesn’t matter if you can’t drink that wine and waste it. The bottle is at least pleasing to the eye. Remember to reply to my message.”
Ruan Jichuan’s calf hit the armrest of the sofa and he skipped away with a grin on his face. Shen Lingjun couldn’t help but lowered his head and laughed, and looked at Liang Ji’an again.
The ice cream filling in the cake melted a little, and Liang Jian put the small silver spoon into his hand, “It won’t taste good if it melts.”
Seeing that he hadn’t answered her question, Shen Lingjun didn’t ask any more questions. He took a big bite of the cake and pushed some more towards Liang Ji’an, “Brother, you can eat too.”
Liang Ji’an seemed to be organizing his words. Lu Jiayan’s matter was not worth his time to explain, but if Shen Lingjun wanted to listen, he would tell him everything.
“It’s not a quarrel.” Liang Ji’an finally said: “There is nothing to quarrel between me and him. I just reminded him again of things he was about to forget.”
Shen Lingjun, who had been distracted by the cake, looked up at him. Liang Ji’an continued: “I don’t like him, but I only agreed to it temporarily because of my mother’s words. It will be over soon.”
After hearing the cause and effect, Shen Lingjun couldn’t help but look at Liang Ji’an with complicated eyes. He was not a person who was good at hiding his emotions, especially every time he looked up at someone, his eyes that were larger and rounder than ordinary people would magnify all his inner thoughts.
It’s really strange that there are mothers who don’t love their children, and even use their last words to force their children to do things they don’t want to do.
He has such a special body and his mother still loves him very much.
Shen Lingjun thought of something. This was actually something he was afraid to ask. He was as keen as an animal with the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. He subconsciously avoided the question, but when he really said it, he was very calm and prepared for everything. “Then you brought me back because of your father, right?”
Liang Jian didn’t seem to take anyone’s words to heart, but he took his parents’ last words seriously.
It’s simply a form of self-retaliation.
“If you don’t want to…”
Shen Lingjun was about to continue talking, but Liang Jian took a spoonful of cake and brought it to his mouth. He chuckled and said, “Am I not good to you?”
He did this action naturally, and Shen Lingjun opened his mouth to eat naturally. He shook his head and said, “No, I just think people will be unhappy if they keep doing things that are against their will.”
When he looked at Liang Ji’an, the confusion in his eyes didn’t seem to be fake.
Liang Ji’an was also looking at him, and he found that Shen Lingjun seemed to be pitying him, but there was nothing offensive in the child’s eyes, because it was not the mercy of a superior to a subordinate, but simply feeling sorry for him.
Of course, even if it is charity, if Shen Lingjun is willing, he will accept it happily.
Liang Ji’an suddenly realized that Shen Lingjun was actually very contradictory. He was obviously afraid of himself sometimes, but he never concealed his true emotions in front of him. He was obviously afraid of being left behind, but he still told him that if he didn’t want to, he could leave on his own initiative.
The love of his family and the distance from his peers during his childhood made him particularly long for the purity of emotion. He must always ensure that there is a lot of love around him to surround him.
He will quickly discover what is hidden behind the false mask before anyone else.
If Liang Ji’an just gave him money without asking him, his uneasiness would be even higher than it is now.
Similarly, when a person is really nice to him, he will quickly become dependent on that person, just like when Zhou Shunan gets close to him, he will really treat him as a friend without warning, and when Ruan Jichuan comes to show his attentiveness, he will also feel that Ruan Jichuan is a good person.
Therefore, Liang Ji’an must show more and different love to protect him by his side.
Halfway through the cake, the spoon in Shen Lingjun’s hand was taken away, and Liang Jian said: “We have dinner later, so save some space.”
“I’m not doing anything against my will, at least not in this case.”
“If I must say it, I should also thank him for letting me take you back.”
This answer was unexpected by Shen Lingjun. He kept his original posture and looked at Liang Jian blankly, as if he didn’t dare to confirm, and asked again, “Really?”
When he reached the age of eighteen, Shen Lingjun’s self-perception was quite fragmented. Of course he knew that he was not bad looking, and his personality should not be very bad, but he just didn’t understand why his peers always alienated him and made fun of him. The classmates he met since childhood always teased him in some weird ways, and would come to comfort him when he cried. When he grew up, he seemed to understand something. It was an awkward liking and provocation, but it was covered with a layer of malice anyway. It was not a normal expression.
Liang Jian looked into his eyes and said, “Of course it’s true.”
You don’t have to give anything, just be yourself and people will love you.
He didn’t say these words out loud. If he was indeed doing something against his will, it was because he had to control the inappropriate thoughts he had about Shen Lingjun from time to time.
Sometimes he was grateful for his paranoid and almost harsh self-requirements.
Let him follow his parents’ last words, and also let him always maintain the boundaries between him and Shen Lingjun.
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