Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 42
byChapter 45
“What is love in your heart?”
Chi Huang had no plan to confess to Chen Shilu, it was just a sudden expression that came out of the feeling and atmosphere.
Before saying this, he had not thought about what his various emotions towards Chen Shilu were.After saying it, he was not sure whether what he was thinking and what he was saying were the same thing.But since I said it, let’s leave it at that.
He never expected Chen Shilu to react like this. He was a little too calm and even had time to ask him questions.
Unfortunately, he was really confused.
What is love?Chi Huang never thought about it.
“What do you think, what is love to you?” Unlike him, Chen Shilu always thinks deeply. He must have thought about this kind of thing very clearly. Chi Huang threw the question back to him.
Sure enough, Chen Shilu only paused slightly before saying: “Although people always package their ‘love’ with clever words and tricks to make it look unique and charming, it is essentially the most primitive reproductive instinct of living creatures. Strong impulses derive from strong emotions. When people say ‘love’, it is actually equivalent to an invitation to go to bed.”
Chi Huang didn’t preset any answer, but when he heard such an answer, he still frowned: “In this case, just invite directly, why bother?”
“In civilized society, direct invitation is equivalent to harassment or crime in most cases, so a language of ‘love’ has been developed to euphemize and romanticize it.”
“I’m telling the truth.”
“Special cases are not part of the discussion.”
Thinking about it carefully, it seemed right, but Chi Huang didn’t want to admit that the expression of love he just blurted out was so shallow.
“That’s not necessarily true. I agree with what you said, but won’t those people who don’t have physiological needs definitely not have the desire for love?”
“Theoretically, this is true, but as advanced and complex creatures like humans, in addition to physiological needs, there are also various emotional needs. If everyone’s physical needs are consistent, then the emotional needs are different. The latter makes people’s love different, and the people they fall in love with are also very different.”
Chi Huang became interested: “In your opinion, what is love?”
He stared at Chen Shilu with the eyes of a student eager for knowledge, hoping that this eloquent and excellent “teacher” would give him answers.
But he is obviously not a “good student” and never stops.
One hand wandered under the thin quilt, and the ridge on the back of the hand undulated back and forth like a wave, making the “teacher’s” knees rise like mountain peaks, while his restless fingers sank into the deepest part of the body one by one.He also crouched above the “teacher”, staring at the other person, persistently demanding answers.
Chen Shilu frowned and closed his eyes, as if he was impatient with his questions, but he must be the most competent teacher. No matter how impatient he is, his first duty is to answer questions.
“It’s about the fit of needs. I just have what you want, and you just have what I want…well…” He finished the sentence with difficulty, and a muffled groan came from his throat.
“Then love is like a wedge, connecting two different people together.” Chi Huang straightened up, lowered his eyes, and raised Chen Shilu’s legs with both hands to signal him, “Is it like this?”
“Chi Huang!” Chen Shilu called his name angrily, “I’m very tired, can I sleep?”
He knew that his calm analysis could not satisfy Chi Huang.
People always think that showing love is a kind of giving, like taking my sincerity out and letting you do whatever you want.
In Chen Shilu’s view, on the contrary, showing love is simply a kind of asking.The meaning behind “I love you” is that I have already given away my love, and it’s your turn to give something out.
He didn’t know what Chi Huang wanted to get from him, but no matter what, he asked him to get through it, so the bastard’s mad dog nature began to show up again.
“No. According to your theory, when I said ‘I love you’, I sent an invitation to you, and you didn’t refuse.” Chi Huang put Chen Shilu’s calf against his cheek, took a hard bite on one side of his face, and then licked it with a smile, “So we are exactly what each other needs, what a loving couple, aren’t we?”
Chen Shilu gasped, a little suspicious that the skin on his calf was broken.
He knew that the more he refused to struggle at this time, the more excited this bastard would be and the more inexplicable pain he would suffer. This kind of thing had happened before.
He didn’t want to do it again, so he stretched out his hands and said softly: “Then can you hold me?”
Chi Huang was stunned for a moment, put away his evil smile, let go of his legs, and leaned down.
Chen Shilu hugged his neck tightly and begged softly in his ear: “Chi Huang, baby, I don’t like pain, don’t hurt me.”
It was always at this time that Chen Shilu realized that the age gap was a chasm.
Chi Huang had just recovered from a cold, and he was not exhausted at all. However, he was so exhausted that he couldn’t get up when the alarm clock rang the next day.
He turned off the alarm clock and wanted to sleep for half an hour more. Chi Huang’s face emerged from the quilt, licking his lips and asked him: “How was your study? Am I the best class you have ever taught?”
Chen Shilu was sleepy-eyed and didn’t know what to say to the spring look on his face. He just pressed Chi Huang’s face and tucked him back into the quilt.
After that, he waited for a while before getting up. He brushed his teeth and washed himself in front of the mirror, and found traces on his neck again.He clearly warned Chi Huang that he had to go to work to meet clients and not leave any marks above his neck.
Something that doesn’t listen to people.
After changing clothes, the shirt could not completely cover the mark. He remembered that there was concealer in the other bathroom.
Opening the mirror cabinet, a pink electric toothbrush caught your attention.First of all, the color definitely didn’t belong to him. He immediately thought of whose it belonged to.The toothbrush he brought back from the five-star hotel was not enough for him, right? He went home and brought all his own toothbrushes?
Before he had an attack, the “culprit” came to him: “I’m frying eggs, how do you like them cooked?”
Chi Huang, holding a shovel and wearing an apron, came over to ask him.He tied his hair back with a hairband, revealing his smooth forehead and innocent and handsome face.
Chen Shilu stared at him for two seconds and moved his fingers to get him closer.
Seeing his exposed toothbrush and Chen Shilu’s frown, Chi Huang was on guard. Not only did he not approach, but he leaned back, as if he could run away at any time: “What are you doing?”
Chen Shilu simply grabbed the front of his apron and grabbed him fiercely.
He didn’t know what he was doing by catching Chi Huang, but when he got closer, he unexpectedly kissed him on the cheek.
Chen Shilu was obviously shocked by his move. After letting go, he had a sullen face. As if nothing happened, he returned to the topic: “I like soft-boiled eggs.”
Chi Huang was even more shocked than him. He reacted and grabbed Chen Shilu’s chin and kissed him for a long time.
When he retracted it, the tip of his tongue hooked across the roof of his mouth, with a teasing smile: “Why don’t you just stop going to work today, eat breakfast, and then eat me?”
As soon as he heard “go to work”, Chen Shilu returned to his original position, left Chi Huang aside, and went to the table to wait for breakfast.
After a while, the fried solid eggs were served: “Look, it’s all your fault that the eggs are overcooked.”
Before going out after eating, Chen Shilu suddenly thought of something and asked him: “Are you free today?”
Chen Shilu seemed to agree that he was doing nothing like this every day, but Chi Huang wanted to retort: “I’m not sure yet. Jiang Chao and the others are coming back soon in the past few days, and they will definitely come to see me when they come back. He said that someone in the team is talking about cooperation, and maybe he will ask me to go to dinner…”
Before he could finish his words, Chen Shilu interrupted him: “You should call now to find out.”
Chi Huang smiled again: “No need to fight, he won’t come back today, you tell me what happened.”
“Pick me up after get off work today.”
“Okay.” Chi Huang subconsciously touched his trouser pocket, “But I don’t have a bike. I’ll take a taxi and come find you.”
Chen Shilu took out the car keys and threw them to him: “You drive my car.”
“What about you?”
“I won’t drive today.” He was too sleepy and took a taxi so he could sleep in the car.
After it was over, he felt uneasy: “Have you passed the driver’s license test?”
“You always don’t trust me.” Chi Huang took out his cell phone, “Do you want to show you my electronic driver’s license?”
Chen Shilu looked at his watch and saw that time was running out, so he hurried out the door.
In the evening, Chen Shilu got into Chi Huang’s car on time.He drives a four-wheeled car with the same vigor as a racing car, but in the city, he still more or less obeys the traffic rules.
They did not go directly to the restaurant. Chen Shilu asked Chi Huang to drive to the department store.
When they arrived at the men’s clothing area on the third floor, Chen Shilu picked out a few clothes and asked him to try them on. Only then did Chi Huang realize that Chen Shilu wanted him to buy clothes.
This feeling was novel and a little unnatural. Chi Huang’s first reaction was to refuse: “I don’t need to buy clothes, what are you doing?”
Chen Shilu shook the T-shirt on his body: “Are you going to wear a short-sleeved shirt until winter?”
Autumn has been here for some time now, and the temperature difference has become larger, making it cooler in the morning and evening.He saw that Chi Huang had been changing a few T-shirts in the past two days, so he wanted to take him to buy clothes.
Unexpectedly, this boy didn’t appreciate it.
“It’s not cold yet.”
“Who caught a cold?” Chen Shilu stuffed the clothes into Chi Huang’s hand, “Go and try them.”
Chi Huang knew that Chen Shilu had misunderstood and had not yet discovered his autumn and winter clothes hidden in the closet.At this point, Chi Huang didn’t want to say that he hadn’t changed into thicker clothes because he didn’t feel cold yet, so he accepted the other party’s kindness.
Just when he was about to try it on, the phone rang. Chi Huang returned the clothes to Chen Shilu and answered the phone.
It sounded like the call was from Jiang Chao. The two of them talked about the words “money” and “expenses”, and Chen Shilu walked away in an amused manner.
He continued to choose styles that suited Chi Huang, and after a while he also came over after answering the phone: “Give me the clothes.” After taking the clothes, he pulled Chen Shilu and said, “Come over and help me look at it.”
Chi Huang was changing clothes in the fitting room, while Chen Shilu was waiting for him outside with his arms folded.
He didn’t care about the internal affairs of Chi Huang’s team, but Chi Huang himself shouted in the fitting room: “Jiang Chao said that some organization wanted to sign a contract with me and let me become an Internet celebrity in their company, saying that he would give me at least five million a year. Do you think this is a scam?”
“Did Jiang Chao say why he suddenly wanted to sign a contract with you?”
“I said it was because I watched the video of my game, but I always feel that it is not reliable.”
“We can’t judge whether this information is reliable or not. Let’s wait until Jiang Chao comes back. Just ask him not to pay anything.”
“He should still have some brains like this.” The curtain of the fitting room opened, and Chi Huang changed his clothes and came out, “How is it? Does it look good?”
This is a trendy brand store, and Chen Shilu himself would not visit such a store.Comparing Chi Huang’s age and appearance, he chose a pair of functional-style workwear wide-leg pants and a waist-length short jacket for him.
At this moment, the person just changed his clothes and stood in front of him. He suddenly believed that it was not a scam for those organizations to want Chi Huang to become an Internet celebrity.
Because for them, the income from really signing Chi Huang is definitely much higher than the income from directly deceiving him.