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    Chapter 190

    In the underground parking lot of the temporary residence, Yao Jinglin’s white sedan stopped in a parking space and turned off the lights. Lu Ziming’s hand was about to unfasten the seat belt when Yao Jinglin stopped her with one hand and said with a smile, “Can I do it?”

    Lu Ziming was stunned, her mind filled with question marks, but she obediently stopped moving and withdrew her hand, “Okay.”

    Three months passed quickly. Whether it was walking arm in arm with Yao Jinglin in the residential area, being picked up and dropped off from work by her every day, or standing outside the kitchen door, leaning against the doorframe watching her cook, Lu Ziming felt a little dazed – she always felt that the current life lacked a sense of reality for her. Clearly, she was alone at both the beginning and end of the disaster. Even before all this happened, life and the future were full of uncertainty for her, and she had never fantasized about living with someone, let alone a girl.

    This gave her the illusion of being in a dream – is she really in love with someone, or is someone in love with her? How can she be sure? How can she rule out that this isn’t a too real dream?

    “What are you thinking about?” Yao Jinglin had already opened and closed the car door, walked around to Lu Ziming’s side, opened the car door and noticed the slightly wandering mental state of the person in front of her. She leaned over, unfastened Lu Ziming’s seat belt, and without getting up, playfully raised her hand and tapped Lu Ziming’s nose, then asked directly.

    That wouldn’t do. Clearly, she, the girlfriend, was right in front of her, yet this bold person dared to think about things she didn’t know about. If she didn’t “punish” her a bit, it seemed she wouldn’t know who the “dominant one” in this relationship was. Yao Jinglin, with some mischievous thoughts, already had an idea, but still patiently waited for Lu Ziming’s answer without moving.

    Lu Ziming came back to her senses and noticed that Yao Jinglin was very close to her. Her breath and scent rushed towards her, as if enveloping her completely, causing her ears to heat up and her body to weaken. She subconsciously leaned back, wanting to get rid of this awkward atmosphere, but unfortunately, her back was blocked by the headrest on the seat back. She was only slightly pushed back and blocked.

    Almost unconsciously swallowing, Lu Ziming blushed and obediently answered Yao Jinglin’s question: “I… was thinking about you.”

    Yao Jinglin, who had deliberately put on a questioning look, was still wondering how to “make things difficult” for her “dishonest” girlfriend. But Lu Ziming’s honest answer not only greatly pleased her, but also aroused her interest in continuing to ask. She raised her eyebrows, almost unable to suppress the corners of her mouth from turning up, and asked again: “I’m right in front of you, how can you say you’re thinking about me? Then tell me, what were you thinking about…”

    “Thinking… about whether you really like me… wondering if you being with me is just a dream. After all, being loved by someone, for me, is like the most absurd dream.” Lu Ziming’s hand gripped the edge of the seat, exerting a slight force, revealing her lack of confidence. Indeed, for her, being liked and liking someone were both very new feelings, which also increased the uncertainty of this relationship. She wasn’t sure if she had already possessed all of this, so she felt it lacked a sense of reality. This also stemmed from her lack of awareness of her own charm. Like the time before she lost her memory, Xu Rubing was actually the first to show her affection, but she, with her blockhead, never thought in that direction, only feeling that Xu Rubing was too mischievous and liked to tease people.

    Moreover, probably because when she met Yao Jinglin, she had already reserved a place in her heart for this woman who had left a special impression on her at their first meeting, so she subconsciously avoided Xu Rubing’s feelings.

    It’s just that she herself didn’t realize all of this.

    “…Idiot.” Yao Jinglin had actually prepared a lot of words to “tease” Lu Ziming, but seeing Lu Ziming’s “aggrieved puppy” appearance, Yao Jinglin’s heart softened beyond measure, and she couldn’t bother to tease her anymore. Her head heated up, and she lifted her leg onto the car, straddling Lu Ziming, her cheeks flushed with an alluring pink, and whispered, “Like this, do you still think it’s a dream?”

    The air between the two quickly heated up. Lu Ziming felt Yao Jinglin’s warm body temperature and the breath that made her “tipsy” in a second. The red on her ears spread directly to her face and the base of her neck. She nervously reached out and grabbed the control lever for adjusting the seat back on the side. Her body suddenly leaned backwards because of the sudden retraction of the seat back. Yao Jinglin, who was originally holding the seat back, was also implicated and pressed directly onto the falling Lu Ziming.

    Both of them were startled by this sudden mishap, and after calming down, they found it funny. They looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

    It’s just that Yao Jinglin, who had just created a good atmosphere, was naturally unwilling to have it destroyed just like that. After stopping laughing, she asked again, “Do you still think it’s a dream? What about like this?”

    “Huh?” Lu Ziming had just uttered the questioning word when she saw Yao Jinglin’s face slowly approaching, and her body also leaned closer to her as the strength in her arms relaxed.

    A soft, warm sensation came from her lips, like the soft, sweet aroma of cotton candy just about to melt when she was a child. Even Yao Jinglin’s breath, so close at hand, made her dizzy, very much like the feeling of being drunk for the first time, lightheaded but comfortable.

    When she was a child, watching the people in love kissing each other on TV, Lu Ziming found it ridiculous – isn’t it just two pieces of meat, is it really that intoxicating?

    It was only when she herself began to experience kissing her lover that she realized that she had been short-sighted.

    The position where flesh touched flesh was just the fuse to ignite the fire of the soul. The feeling that spread from the position where lips touched was the “real culprit” that made people drunk. The weak airflow at the point of saliva exchange seemed to take the opportunity to travel through her whole body, and the slight itchiness made her body melt like water.

    Her lips, her tongue, her body temperature, her moist heat, all seemed to be the opposite pole to Lu Ziming, making Lu Ziming’s body and soul uncontrollably cling to her tightly.

    Back and forth, gentle touches but difficult to control.

    Transparent threads connected each other, and a fire seemed to be ignited in the air, gradually making both sides lose their minds. Until the air was stretched and torn apart, and oxygen began to become scarce…

    “…” The two finally stopped, and when the distance between their cheeks widened, they realized the “embarrassment” of each other. Yao Jinglin began to feel shy like an afterthought, her face flushed, and she thought of getting up…

    But Lu Ziming at this time seemed like a little wildcat who had tasted the sweetness, her eyes unconsciously fixed on Yao Jinglin’s lips, without blinking, and her hand placed on the other person’s lower back also tightened unconsciously.

    “…Hmm.” Being imprisoned by her suddenly possessive girlfriend, Yao Jinglin couldn’t help but let out a delicate groan.

    Lu Ziming, who had no experience and relied entirely on her body’s instincts to cooperate, was directly aroused by the sound. One hand hugged her waist and the other supported her head, and she was about to experience again the feeling that had just made her feel so unsatisfied.

    It’s just that before they could kiss this time, a horn sounded in the garage.

    The sound was very loud, and it instantly sobered the two dazed people, realizing that this was actually a public place, and thinking about the “indecency” of the two of them just now, they hurriedly and flusteredly got up from their seats and separated.

    “Cough, let’s go back and cook, I’m hungry.” Lu Ziming got out of the car, raised the supermarket bags in her hand, and suggested with a wandering gaze.

    “…Oh, okay.” Yao Jinglin, whose face hadn’t completely cooled down, turned her head and looked around their car, and only after confirming that no one was watching around did she relievedly respond.

    These days, as long as the two of them ate together, they basically cooked in Lu Ziming’s kitchen, so after leaving the elevator, the two went straight to Lu Ziming’s house.

    When they got to the door, Lu Ziming’s key was just taken over by Yao Jinglin to open the door when she inadvertently glanced at the “Peace Upon Entering” doormat in front of the door – and suddenly realized that the direction of the words had changed.

    In a flash of lightning, Yao Jinglin thought of the reminder call she received from He Linglong earlier today – she said that a variant had gone missing, and that she and Lu Ziming should be careful and cautious recently.

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