TTOA Chapter 119

Watery, grey eyes flickered before him.

Clear tears enveloped his eyeballs, forming a thin film before bursting and streaming down his pale cheeks.

Following the trajectory of the falling droplets, Kwon Jae-jin lowered his eyelids.

In that instant, the noise of the world seemed to subside.

First, the sound stopped, then the light went out. His vision blurred, making it impossible to distinguish anything.

Seo Eui-woo’s panting breaths, his large frame, and the tears he shed, all felt like hazy afterimages.

For a long time, Kwon Jae-jin stopped functioning, like a broken machine. Then, belatedly, a surging emotion welled up from deep within his chest.

“…Right. That won’t do.”

Kwon Jae-jin squeezed out the words with difficulty.

“It won’t do, so that’s why we’re trying to change things now.”

He had said he would overturn fate.

“Not only us, but other Espers need to know that it’s not an acceptable act… That’s how things will change.”

He decided to fight instead of running away.

“To live properly, to do that.”

He was prepared for that much. That’s what it meant…

Jae-jin touched Seo Eui-woo’s cheek with his cold hand. He felt the dampness.

“…And anyway, if someone tries to mess with me, you won’t stand for it.”

Kwon Jae-jin repeatedly wiped his cheek with his hand until the wetness was gone.

To think he would see that miserable, desperate expression again in his second life… Kwon Jae-jin was the one who had almost been forcibly violated and injured, yet Seo Eui-woo looked more wounded.

“Where else in the world would I find a guard dog like you? You can fend off hordes of Espers. No matter what desires someone harbors, whatever their instincts, you’ll end up… acting like you’ll kill them all.”

“Even so, even so…! In the end, Jae-jin will stop me…”

Seo Eui-woo lifted his tear-streaked cheeks and hugged Kwon Jae-jin tightly. Two heavy bodies intertwined, and the sheets on the floor crumpled under their weight. He was almost mercilessly crushing Kwon Jae-jin.

“It’s been like this since Ma Tae-o. You told me not to kill that bastard. Jae-jin stopped me countless times…”

Seo Eui-woo spat out his anger in a low, rough, broken voice. His back rose and fell sharply.

“I want to cut the throats of those bastards who lust after Jae-jin, those who have dirty thoughts. But Jae-jin won’t let me get away with it. I’m the only one who has to endure it… I’m the only one who becomes the crazy bastard.”

Seo Eui-woo glared at Kwon Jae-jin through the gaps between his fingers.

Even though they were wet with tears, the obsessive fixation, painted with madness, could not be concealed.

“I hate it.”

“Eui-woo.”

“I should be the only one who feels such dirty, vulgar desires for Jae-jin. It can’t be anyone else… Only me, only Eui-woo.”

“Wait a minute. I understand, calm down. It’s not pleasant for me to be objectified by an unspecified number of people… Of course I hate it. It’s creepy.”

“Jae-jin hates it too? Then just don’t do it.”

Seo Eui-woo frowned and grabbed Jae-jin’s wrists, pressing them to the floor. So that he couldn’t do anything.

He seemed almost to want to trap Kwon Jae-jin.

“Don’t do Guiding with other bastards, whether it’s with your hands or anything else… Don’t even let your fingers brush against them. Okay?”

Seo Eui-woo lowered his upper body and kissed Jae-jin’s face. Jae-jin, unable to resist, was kissed on the eyelids.

“No. Don’t even make eye contact.”

“Ugh, what…”

“Who else will Jae-jin look at with those eyes? You should only look at me. Isn’t that right…?”

Seo Eui-woo murmured senselessly, kissing Kwon Jae-jin’s skin all over. He was completely out of his mind.

At first, the issue was whether or not Kwon Jae-jin would do hand-holding Guiding, but this spark ignited an uncontrollable fire.

Once Seo Eui-woo became wary of Espers, he felt the need to eliminate all dangers, and as a result, his obsessive symptoms, which had subsided for a while, intensified twofold.

“Actually, when I really think about it, even approaching Jae-jin is irritating.”

He whispered chillingly, burying his lips in his neck.

The possessiveness, which had been smoothly suppressed by receiving Guiding from Kwon Jae-jin and becoming lovers, flared up wildly.

“Just getting close will allow them to feel Jae-jin’s Core… You shouldn’t even be near other humans besides me.”

Seo Eui-woo could not forget that day. The day Ma Tae-o tore Kwon Jae-jin’s clothes with a knife and touched his chest, resonating with Kwon Jae-jin’s Core.

No matter how many times he looked back on that day, it was so hateful that he wanted to curse it.

Seo Eui-woo grabbed Kwon Jae-jin’s thick chest and groped urgently. It was frustrating beyond words that Kwon Jae-jin himself was unaware of the radiant Core pulsating in his left chest.

“…Jae-jin. From now on, don’t touch anyone else, don’t get close to anyone, and don’t trust anyone. That would be best.”

Seo Eui-woo buried his lips in Kwon Jae-jin’s cleavage. He put the plump breasts in his mouth as if he was going to take a bite and chewed on them. His lips caught on the pointed nipples, and he put them in his mouth and rolled them around with his tongue.

Repeatedly rolling the tip of his tongue over the round nipple, it felt like rolling a tiny bead around in his mouth.

As he persistently touched it, Jae-jin reacted.

“Uht.”

Kwon Jae-jin frowned and groaned quietly. Seo Eui-woo watched the sight intently with wet eyes and smiled coldly.

“Promise me now. That you’ll do that.”

While sucking on his nipple with a loud smack, Seo Eui-woo cornered Kwon Jae-jin.

Speaking with tear-filled eyes, it was ambiguous whether it was a threat or a plea.

“From today, we’re doing that. Got it…?”

“No, ugh, wait a minute, Eui-woo… First, let me talk.”

“Answer me first.”

“I, earlier, made a sudden decision. Without asking you, presumptuously, I thought a handshake was okay… That was my mistake. But.”

“But?”

Seo Eui-woo lowered his hand. He lifted the cumbersome examination gown as if peeling it off, and unhesitatingly pushed his hand into the inside of his pressed thigh. Then, he grabbed the fleshy pillar between his legs.

He knew well where and how to touch to make him feel good.

Seo Eui-woo wrapped his four fingers around the dick and gently shook it, moving his wrist. He gently rounded the bulging glans with his thumb. Gently stimulating the sensitive area near the urethral opening.

“But what… Still want to hold hands?”

“I just…”

“Just what!”

Kwon Jae-jin squirmed awkwardly. He knew it was a meaningless flailing.

When Kwon Jae-jin showed signs of resistance, Seo Eui-woo tightened his grip. He strongly grabbed and squeezed the base of his dick.

“…Euhk!”

“Why are you so stubborn, Jae-jin? Do you want to do Guiding with other Espers so badly…? Even though I, I, I hate it so much?”

Kwon Jae-jin grabbed Seo Eui-woo’s arm and groaned. Seo Eui-woo did not show Jae-jin any mercy. He stimulated his senses, gently caressing his center, which had been crushed with force by his large palm.

“Haht, ah!”

Seo Eui-woo slowly stroked Jae-jin’s member, and as he repeatedly caressed the back of the shaft with his warm hand, the flesh swelled up as if it were a lie.

Seo Eui-woo skillfully handled Kwon Jae-jin. Holding the erect dick, he slowly rubbed only the good spots, and soon, seminal fluid flowed from the tip of his dick. He covered the glans with his large palm and quickly kneaded it, making him feel like he would soon cum. He felt dizzy.

“Heuh, stop, ah, wait!”

Jae-jin trembled and fluttered his waist.

He was almost on the verge of cumming, but Seo Eui-woo once again forcefully grabbed the base of his dick. An anguished groan escaped from Jae-jin’s mouth.

Seo Eui-woo almost toyed with Kwon Jae-jin, repeating the same actions.

He was gentle at times, but ultimately cruel. Whenever Kwon Jae-jin showed signs of cumming, he would tighten his grip.

“Okay, I forgot for a moment that Kwon Jae-jin is a picky person.”

Seo Eui-woo poked the tip of his urethra with his fingernail. Then, he slowly released the strength in his hand. He resumed gently stroking him and touched the inside of his buttocks with his other hand. He pressed his fingertip against the narrow hole beneath his plump perineum.

As his finger touched, the reddish wrinkles twitched minutely.

The mucous membrane, which had been forcibly pressed down a little while ago, stung. It wasn’t torn, but it was numb. Surprised by the sudden touch, Kwon Jae-jin tried to bend his knees.

Seo Eui-woo pressed down on Jae-jin’s knees and spread his buttocks with just one hand, examining the inside.

He could see the mucous membrane, dyed bright red.

“Jae-jin, please. Jae-jin, you’re my Guide. You’re my lover… I’m begging you like this. Why don’t you understand me?”