TTOA Chapter 55

#55

“I… I have no intention of restoring Jae-jin’s memories.”

He gritted his teeth so hard it sounded like they would break, and he growled.

Just hearing that ominous voice sent shivers down my spine.

“Even if that’s the case, it’s okay? You still want Guiding even then?”

“No, don’t do that…”

“Just give up. I’m too afraid to touch that hole-ridden head of yours. I’d rather just shoot it.”

“Why? Seo Eui-woo, you’re an S-rank Esper. Isn’t there anything you can’t do? Why won’t you even pretend to try? Just a little effort, even a superficial attempt would be fine…”

“Right. Next time, bet something other than Kwon Jae-jin’s life. Then I’ll let you win.”

Seo Eui-woo barely managed to release Kwon Jae-jin and step back with desperate patience.

With eyes that looked like he would unleash merciless Guiding at any moment, acting like he was losing his mind, even though he wanted and yearned for it, Seo Eui-woo was impossibly firm.

He was persistent, powerful, and merciless. He didn’t know how to give up, didn’t know how to compromise, he was amazing… amazing.

“…Ha.”

A sigh mixed with various emotions escaped Jae-jin’s lips.

Guiding was the only card Kwon Jae-jin could play against Seo Eui-woo, but even that had become useless.

“Haha… I understand. Let’s… not do Guiding.”

Was it truly impossible to go against Seo Eui-woo?

Was Kwon Jae-jin going to have to live the rest of his life just complying with his wishes?

Even after losing his family and having his memories completely stolen, was he going to have to give in to Seo Eui-woo again, saying that it couldn’t be helped this time?

Give him everything he wanted, do everything he asked, give up…

Like that…

“Jae-jin, I’m sorry for getting angry. But, I, huh, I was too excited right now, I couldn’t help it. Are you hurt? I almost broke your arm… Is your head okay where you hit it? I’ll get the Healing Factor.”

Seo Eui-woo left the bed. Even though he could use his ability to bring it, the fact that he was deliberately leaving the room showed how overwhelmed he was with excitement, just as he said.

Kwon Jae-jin stared at Seo Eui-woo’s back as he turned away with dismal eyes, then moved his hand blankly as if possessed.

I don’t know what he was thinking.

Jae-jin unbuckled his pants. He threw off all the clothes that were in the way, including his briefs, and became naked, spreading his legs. Feeling self-loathing and giving up, Jae-jin grabbed his own member.

As he shook his wrist and forced himself to get an erection, he felt Seo Eui-woo’s horrified, blazing gaze.

Kwon Jae-jin said to himself with an expressionless face, without even a smile.

“…I’m not asking for Guiding. I’m masturbating.”

“What…?”

“Why? Am I not allowed to do this? Seo Eui-woo, you say you can’t stand it and do it every day. I’m going to masturbate too.”

Jae-jin, with droopy eyes, covered his manhood with both hands and rubbed it quickly. It was as Seo Eui-woo had said. It wasn’t good at all, not even a little bit. He had forced his cock to stand up, but he didn’t know if he would be able to cum.

Jae-jin called his name.

“Eui-woo. Eui-woo. Ah, heuek, Seo Eui-woo. You fucking, bastard… Ah, ah.”

It felt disgusting, shitty, and he wanted to finish it quickly.

Instead of doing this stupid thing, he wanted to be entangled with Seo Eui-woo.

Kissing each other, touching each other everywhere, feeling good, his stomach so full of that bastard’s stuff that it was overwhelming, wanting to be rammed and filled with his cum.

Kwon Jae-jin slid one hand inside his thigh. He spread his legs wider and rubbed his fingertips against his tightly closed hole.

He was out of his mind and didn’t even feel ashamed. He rubbed the shriveled wrinkles that he hadn’t used for a while himself and continued to shake his dick.

“Haa, euu, I don’t want to…”

“…”

Seo Eui-woo was looking at Kwon Jae-jin as if he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Kwon Jae-jin, who had been busy drawing lines, backing away, and refusing, was putting his finger in his own ass. Seo Eui-woo, who was already overexcited, was about to go crazy and jump up and down.

His skin color, from his neck to his face, turned bright red, and his gray eyes were bloodshot. There wasn’t a place on his body where his blood vessels weren’t standing on end. His heart was beating like it was about to explode, and his lower body felt like it was going to shatter.

His cock, which had been erect and trapped inside his pants since a while ago, swelled so severely that it hurt. It felt like it would break through the cloth.

“What… what are you doing right now?”

Seo Eui-woo, unable to bear it, ground his teeth and muttered fiercely as he climbed onto the bed where Kwon Jae-jin was lying.

Jae-jin was pushing his index finger into his inside himself. He bent his knuckles to touch the soft inner mucous membrane so that the hole would open. The crimson wrinkles that had been closed twitched every time Kwon Jae-jin’s finger moved.

“Can’t you, euek, tell just by looking? I’m masturbating, I’m masturbating.”

“So why! Why are you doing this to me!”

Seo Eui-woo grabbed Kwon Jae-jin’s arm and lifted it up. The finger that had been stuck inside came out and the hole closed again. He grabbed the arm that had been touching his dick and pressed down on Kwon Jae-jin’s arms, crossing them.

“Do you think I’m just enduring Guiding, this horrible thing, just out of spite? I’m doing this to prove it clearly!”

“What, what proof.”

“My purpose! My will! My decision! Do you still think I want Guiding from you? Do you think the purpose of me desperately keeping Kwon Jae-jin alive is to exploit his Guiding!”

“…”

“It’s not just Guiding that I need. That’s not what I mean…”

Seo Eui-woo knelt down in front of Kwon Jae-jin as if collapsing. He buried his face in Jae-jin’s chest and hugged his waist. He groped and explored the body, the skin, that he had desperately yearned for. He kept swallowing dry saliva, not even enough to roughly rummage around.

“I, I need Kwon Jae-jin. Since Jae-jin doesn’t even know that.”

“No, I know, I know but…”

“Ha, you fucking, shut that mouth of yours, Kwon Jae-jin! Someone who knows that, is doing this? Don’t open your mouth. I feel like I’m going crazy wanting to suck your mouth, so just shut it!”

Seo Eui-woo touched Jae-jin, panting like a person with a gunshot wound. He stroked his whole body with his palms,훑고, filled the 부족함을 regardless of the area. But Seo Eui-woo still looked miserable. He frowned, groaned, and panted.

“If I don’t struggle and endure like this, Kwon Jae-jin, you’ll resent me for the rest of your life. Even though I didn’t erase your memories, you’ll attribute it to me as if I did!”

“…”

“Even if you don’t show it on the outside, Jae-jin, you’ll fester on the inside. While equating me with that Seo Eui-woo who erased Kwon Jae-jin’s memories…! Do you think I wouldn’t know that? Do you think I’m really a little kid who doesn’t know anything?”

“…”

“So, instead of doing stupid things, open your eyes and look carefully, how much… desperately, I’m gritting my teeth to prove it.”

Seo Eui-woo’s jaw trembled.

He looked like he wanted to pass out instead.

If he lost consciousness and collapsed, he wouldn’t have to endure these cruel and draining impulses.

Seo Eui-woo clenched his fist with all his strength. If he kept his hands open, he felt like he would continue to touch Kwon Jae-jin’s body. He wanted to crush it right away and shove his cock into the hole.

He wanted to tear the hole without showing mercy, shake his waist without seeing anything, and devote himself to Guiding day and night.

“I, I won’t do it, Guiding.”

Seo Eui-woo, with crazy eyes, grabbed Kwon Jae-jin’s hand and pulled him out of bed. He dragged Jae-jin, who was resisting, roughly, finally making him get out of bed. Not only that, he grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the bedroom, taking large strides.

Kwon Jae-jin was dragged along in the direction Seo Eui-woo was walking. Like a dog with a leash.

“Seo Eui-woo! What is it, what…!”

Jae-jin, who was quite embarrassed, shouted.

He couldn’t help but be surprised to be dragged around with all his clothes off.

He had no idea where Seo Eui-woo was going, or what he was going to do to Kwon Jae-jin.

“Guiding, that, I could have done it if I wanted to. Anytime, even right now! I know I can do it, but I’m not going to.”

“Where are we going? Why are you suddenly doing this again!”

“Jae-jin, you know too. I could have done anything. Handcuffing you, erasing your memories, making you a Guiding slave? Haha! I could have done that kind of thing enough. Or, I could have just accurately picked out and erased the memory of the day you and I broke up. Then I wouldn’t have to do this damn thing, and everything would have been undone, right? But, as you can see, I didn’t do anything!”

“Seo Eui-woo!”

“Jae-jin, you have to trust me now. And I have to trust Jae-jin too. We’re going to be that kind of relationship from now on. Guiding? Guiding is good, it’s good… but not right now. Huh?”

Seo Eui-woo kicked the bathroom door hard. The thick, heavy door opened with a loud noise, almost falling off. He pushed Kwon Jae-jin into the brightly lit bathroom and turned on the shower head that was hanging high. Cold water poured down from the ceiling, and Seo Eui-woo pulled Jae-jin under the water without hesitation.

Jae-jin, who was suddenly doused with ice-cold water, hunched his neck. He reflexively tried to avoid it and stepped back, but Seo Eui-woo didn’t let him and grabbed Kwon Jae-jin’s arm and pulled him with the momentum to break it.

“You started it first, Kwon Jae-jin.”

The water that poured down like a waterfall soaked both of them.

Seo Eui-woo trapped Kwon Jae-jin under the stream of water as if threatening him and laughed. Looking at his twisted lips, there was no other way to describe it than as a crazy smile.

“You told me to trust you. And now, you’re trying to run away alone?”

Seo Eui-woo made Kwon Jae-jin’s whole body wet without leaving anything behind.

To mix in impurities, so that the Guiding effect is drastically reduced.

So that even if he touched Kwon Jae-jin, he would no longer be Guided.