TTOA Chapter 53
by VolareThe beastly, swollen tip of his penis hovered precariously close to Jae-jin’s dry lips, almost touching.
It seemed as though Seo Eui-woo only needed to lower his body a little more for that lump of flesh to be buried in Kwon Jae-jin’s mouth.
Yet, Seo Eui-woo didn’t cross that final line, enduring to the end. Without touching, he persevered and endured, yearning desperately.
“Ah, eugh, keuh…”
As Seo Eui-woo said, his cock was swollen to the point of looking strained. Since who knew when, he had been masturbating, making it stiff from root to tip, swollen and red. With each stroke of his hand, a drop of clear pre-cum dripped.
A drop of that liquid fell beside Kwon Jae-jin’s lips, and Seo Eui-woo reacted to that fact even more intensely than Kwon Jae-jin did, startled.
“Ha.”
His already abnormal gaze intensified, flickering deeper and darker, turning savage.
Kwon Jae-jin thought inwardly that this was the end.
Seo Eui-woo’s lower body muscles tensed. A blood vessel stood out on his neck, throbbing, and his deeply furrowed, thick eyebrows twisted painfully.
His meticulously sculpted lower body trembled precariously, as if he would jam it into Kwon Jae-jin’s mouth at any moment.
However, Seo Eui-woo did nothing.
Like a small boat weathering a storm, he squeezed his eyes shut and barely suppressed the surging desire. He only impatiently raged and urged.
“Is it, is it that awful…? Just calling my name once. Is even that such an impossible thing to do!”
“……”
“Ha, you’re really cruel, Jae-jin… You’re merciless! How can a person be like that, do that? I… Forget it, don’t. I don’t need anything.”
“……”
“I… I’ll call it. I’ll call Kwon Jae-jin’s name.”
“……”
“Jae-jin. Jae-jin… *sniff*, Jae-jin. Ah, *huff*! Kwon Jae-jin, Kwon Jae-jin…!”
Revealing his utterly insufficient thirst, Seo Eui-woo splattered seminal fluid. Traces of what he spilled remained messily on Kwon Jae-jin’s cheeks and around his eyes.
The viscous, flowing semen was unpleasant.
However, for some reason, Seo Eui-woo was showing an even more unpleasant gaze than Kwon Jae-jin.
Although he had ejaculated, Seo Eui-woo didn’t seem to feel any emotion. Rather, he was only terribly distorting his handsome brow, as if he had had a horrible and sordid experience.
His gray eyes flickered back and forth like a candle flame in the wind. Fantastic flames sprang up and surged, then suddenly went out. Seo Eui-woo, who had closed his eyelids, swallowed a rising groan and turned his head.
Afraid that the void of unfulfilled desire might ignite again at the sight of Kwon Jae-jin’s face smeared with semen.
Seo Eui-woo slid down onto the bed, hugging Jae-jin and lying down, and Kwon Jae-jin roughly wiped the stickiness from his face on the bedsheets, then ignored him, pretending not to notice.
His head was spinning, and it felt like his stomach lining was turning inside out. It was as if the organs inside his body were being pulled out, his skin was being drawn inward, his intestines were twisting, and his lower abdomen was burning hotly… Seo Eui-woo’s expression, his gaze, his voice. The calls that desperately sought Kwon Jae-jin. Everything was mixed up in a chaotic mess.
His legs were uncomfortable, but Kwon Jae-jin didn’t show it at all, making an effort to turn his gaze away. Staring blankly at the wall, he could see a corner that was badly cracked and scratched when Seo Eui-woo had failed to control his ability and it had burst out.
Fixing his gaze on the huge crack that seemed impossible to repair, Jae-jin waited silently for time to pass.
Before long, the morning sun would rise and it would be dawn.
Then, there would be no need to be entangled with Seo Eui-woo, no need to lie still on the bed, his lower body would calm down, and… and…
Shit…
*
Several weeks had passed since Seo Eui-woo and Kwon Jae-jin had entered a state of cold war.
Their existing daily life had completely collapsed, and a difficult day filled only with precarious tension continued.
Kwon Jae-jin remained cooped up in the bedroom like a fixture, except when eating or washing, and even when eating, he filled his stomach by roughly tearing off and eating Seo Eui-woo’s emergency rations instead of proper food.
Seo Eui-woo tried to feed Kwon Jae-jin food that he had cooked, but Kwon Jae-jin refused everything.
Somehow, the roles of Seo Eui-woo and Kwon Jae-jin seemed to have been reversed.
Kwon Jae-jin took over Seo Eui-woo’s actions of not sleeping or eating, and Seo Eui-woo inherited Kwon Jae-jin’s actions of trying to get Seo Eui-woo to sleep and eat.
As time went by, the conflict deepened and the emotions deteriorated. Even so, there was no other way. Everyone has a fight they cannot back down from.
Seo Eui-woo cannot kill Kwon Jae-jin, and Kwon Jae-jin cannot turn away from his family.
This was a war that both Seo Eui-woo and Kwon Jae-jin could not afford to lose.
Therefore, they could only enter a tight-knit phase without either side yielding an inch. Day after day, a futile fight without a winner continued.
In that way, time flowed mercilessly, and the season had already entered a harsh winter.
Every morning, the windows were frosted white, and occasionally sleet fell. Watching the snow that melted quickly without accumulating, Kwon Jae-jin felt a fleeting sense of futility.
What meaning was there in this meaningless conflict that turned round and round like a hamster wheel?
It only made him tired…
“…How long are you planning to be stubborn for?”
Early morning.
Jae-jin, who had spent a sleepless night and had been awake since dawn, murmured listlessly.
Kwon Jae-jin was curled up under the blanket, and Seo Eui-woo was holding that blanket tightly in his arms.
He must be awake too.
When the Guiding stopped, Seo Eui-woo’s deep-rooted insomnia returned. Or rather, he didn’t know if the Guiding shortage was the culprit, or if the cold war with Kwon Jae-jin was the culprit. Seo Eui-woo couldn’t sleep any more than Kwon Jae-jin spent sleepless nights.
Seo Eui-woo replied in a voice that was rough and low enough to make him flinch.
“When Kwon Jae-jin stops being stubborn.”
He looked like a hungry and ferocious beast caught in a trap.
Even worse, he was a ferocious beast that had been starved for dozens of days with a delicious prey dangling in front of him.
To have his own Guide, whom he craved so much, within reach, in a situation where he could reach out and touch him, and yet to endure this much… It was a realm that Kwon Jae-jin couldn’t even begin to imagine.
For the past few weeks, Seo Eui-woo had never once demanded Guiding from Kwon Jae-jin. Of course, he didn’t force him either.
He had expected that Seo Eui-woo wouldn’t even last a few days before succumbing to his instincts and rushing to ask for Guiding, but his prediction had been miserably wrong.
Sometimes he looked like a brat, and sometimes he looked like a dog, but in fact, Seo Eui-woo was an elite Awakened special forces soldier who had undergone extensive training.
He had spent his entire life suppressing the monstrous power in his depths, and his strong mental strength was far beyond what Kwon Jae-jin had expected.
If this much time passed, one might accidentally touch him, but Seo Eui-woo was unshakeable. When Seo Eui-woo couldn’t stand it, he would masturbate while looking at Kwon Jae-jin, and if that wasn’t enough, he would dislocate a finger joint to overcome his emotions with pain.
He was truly an amazing, crazy bastard who transcended common sense.
“Ha… Doesn’t Seo Eui-woo need Guiding? If I were you, I’d rather practice restoring my memories during this time.”
In this situation, Kwon Jae-jin had no choice but to back down.
He had declared that he would wait for Seo Eui-woo’s answer, but instead of waiting, he became impatient and changed his tone. Seo Eui-woo coldly retorted.
“I guess so. What you said makes sense, Jae-jin. Maybe if you practice, there will be a glimmer of hope.”
“But why… Why are you doing this?”
“Why else would I be doing it?”
Seo Eui-woo turned his frozen gray eyes and stared down at Kwon Jae-jin. Those eyes looked like a dead person, just like Kwon Jae-jin.
A corpse whose soul had died.
“Hmm? Why do you think?”
Seo Eui-woo used his ability. Psychokinesis removed Kwon Jae-jin’s blanket and touched Jae-jin’s neck.
An invisible force unreservedly pressed down on and squeezed Kwon Jae-jin’s neck.
Seo Eui-woo could not touch Kwon Jae-jin, but with his ability, he could exert as much physical force on Jae-jin as he wanted.
To prevent Guiding from taking place, Seo Eui-woo had only touched Kwon Jae-jin in this way for several weeks.
One couldn’t even describe this as touching…
“Ugh.”
Jae-jin, his neck pressed, swallowed a groan. If Seo Eui-woo failed to control his ability even a little, it wouldn’t be strange if his neck bones were broken like this.
The invisible force rode over Kwon Jae-jin’s skin, crawling scratchingly from his neck to his chin, and then to his cheeks.
“Seo Eui-woo, stop…”
Seo Eui-woo was threatening. He was overflowing with oppression and his power added weight, making him terrifying.
Kwon Jae-jin’s cheeks were pressed down by the ability, turning his head to the side. His face was buried in the pillow and his hair scattered over it.
“Let’s stop. Let’s… let’s stop now.”
Kwon Jae-jin frowned and waved his hand. He pulled his arm, which had been rolled up in the white blanket, out and slowly brought it towards Seo Eui-woo.
“There’s no need to keep doing this to this extent. I’ll give you Guiding, so… Seo Eui-woo, give up on one thing.”