AWITTGABAGIWOBAFOAP Chapter 61
by VolareChapter 61: Misunderstanding Lovers – Ka’lier Doesn’t Understand Love, Let Teacher Teach You…
Lover?
Song Ningwan had always disliked such unfaithful terms. He was very particular and believed it was a stain, an indelible one.
Get lost, what lover.
He thought he could be indifferent, but now he still overestimated himself.
Stationed above ground, shielded by the electric current barrier, he couldn’t raise his head to face the sky, so he couldn’t distinguish between black and white.
Song Ningwan stood outside the tent, releasing his spirit power to quietly spread throughout the wasteland, as if only this could calm him down.
“Mr. Wan.”
Opening his eyes, the Second City Lord appeared in his sight. Song Ningwan nodded, “What’s wrong?”
“You seem to have something on your mind.” The Second City Lord smiled. “Then I’ll be presumptuous and ask you to listen to my story.”
Song Ningwan listened attentively.
“When I first met Ka’lier, this little devil almost crippled me. I thought, as expected of an *SS*-class Expert, so individualistic. That’s great, I like the challenge and excitement, so I went to see him every day. He was actually locked underground for many years. I asked him why, he could have chosen to leave, but he said, if even he left, who would remember the teacher? At the time, I was thinking, this little devil is so cold-blooded, yet he’s thinking of others, even if that person is Mr. Wan.” The Second City Lord smiled, continuing to reminisce.
“I asked, why do you have to remember the teacher? He said, he didn’t know. Without the teacher, he could become a revered Expert, but he would never be Ka’lier again.”
“He has no hobbies, no thoughts, not even a soul. He can only rely on instinct to destroy, annihilate, and even kill. The little devil has destroyed the Underground Research Institute no less than a hundred times. I can only try to find ways everywhere, but there’s no one to turn to. No one dares to bear the wrath of an *SS*-class Mechanical Engineer.”
Speaking of which, the Second City Lord suddenly changed his tone, “But one day I suddenly discovered that only when Mr. Wan is mentioned does he show anger, joy, and all the emotions a human should have, instead of just destruction. It’s like a strange doll being given a soul because of love. The world shuns the doll because of terrifying rumors. No one dares to touch it, so it waits in loneliness until the end of time, until it turns dark. But why is no one willing to hug it when it’s fragile? It’s seeking love.”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Wan, I shouldn’t be lecturing you. But Ka’lier has just grown a soul. He’s still young and needs your patience. Perhaps only you can make him smile.”
Song Ningwan was puzzled, “Why?” Why tell me all this?
“I hope you are happy.” The Second City Lord said softly, his tone exceptionally gentle, like a true elder. “Punishment and insults are not terrible. Don’t give up on him. To be honest, you can be a little bad, let him misunderstand, and it will be easier to see his own heart.”
Song Ningwan nodded, “I understand.”
Finding his way back from the maze, Song Ningwan finally saw his own heart until he said goodbye to the Second City Lord.
Why be blinded by coldness? Song Ningwan had always favored Ka’lier. In fact, everyone knew it, even Ying thought so.
But the two parties involved hadn’t noticed.
They only thought that both sides purely hated each other… Truth mixed in with pretense, and now he can finally pick up the broken glass, even if his hands are covered in scars.
Ka’lier, don’t you understand love?
Let teacher teach you.
On the first day of the cold war, Ka’lier didn’t come, and Song Ningwan didn’t go looking for him either.
Ka’lier thought it wasn’t important at all. After all, Wan was just a pastime for him when he was bored.
So what if he’s angry?
With this in mind, Ka’lier leisurely went outside Song Ningwan’s tent again, wanting to go in.
He found that it was restricted.
“Wan, I’m here to see you.” Ka’lier greeted with a smile, but no one paid attention to him. The corners of his mouth dropped, and his eyes were replaced with melancholy.
Forget it, then leave. It’s not a big deal.
On the second day of the cold war, Ka’lier paced back and forth. Even he didn’t realize that his emotions were on the verge of collapse.
Wan, why hasn’t he come to find him yet?
Why!
Ka’lier couldn’t take it anymore. He didn’t understand why they were so close a few days ago, but suddenly, they were like strangers.
He really didn’t understand what Wan was being so arrogant about.
On the way to find Song Ningwan, his pace became faster and faster, but he stopped when he heard someone talking, “That Mr. Wan seems really charming. No wonder Little Feng wants to pursue him. Tsk tsk tsk, I heard that Mr. Wan hasn’t directly agreed, but it’s almost there… After all, Little Feng entered Mr. Wan’s tent last night and hasn’t come out since.”
“Wow, wow! Gossip! Little Feng is so lucky. I want to pursue him too…”
“What are you talking about?!” Ka’lier roared, and blood dripped from his fingertips with a “plop”, blooming like a red flower. His red pupils were dilated by anger.
“Your Excellency! We, we didn’t say anything…”
The few people explained in a panic, trying to cover up, “Yes, yes, everything is fine!”
“Is that so?” Ka’lier laughed, his shoulders trembling. His spirit power was uncontrollably leaking out, and a force made everyone present kneel.
“I don’t like being deceived. How about I cut off your tongues?” Ka’lier smiled. His emotions were a little out of control, but he could still control himself.
“No! Please spare us!”
“No, don’t… We’ll talk, we’ll talk.”
“It’s Little Feng. He likes Mr. Wan, so he went to find him last night…”
Ka’lier smiled more and more indifferently. After losing his mind, he could only speak like a madman, almost going crazy. His heart hurt so much, so much…
“Didn’t come out all night? What are they doing? It’s hard to guess.”
“What exactly are they doing? It can’t be laughing and talking, right? After all, Wan doesn’t laugh. It’s really hard to guess.”
“If it’s not flirting, then it’s hating. Will Wan kiss others? Will he caress others? Will he be so forceful… Make them cry? Will he gently kiss away their tears?!” Ka’lier trembled all over, and while laughing, he squatted down, hugged his head, and tried to reduce the pain.
He didn’t understand why a mere unfounded rumor could make him suffer so much.
Why is it so painful? Fake! Impossible!
But the fake can’t be real. The more Ka’lier thought about it, the more afraid he became. He always felt that it was true.
How can there be someone else?
How can there be!!!
Mine,
Mine!!!
“Wan can only be my lover… can only fuck me.” Ka’lier began to hypnotize himself. “Whoever dares to touch him, I’ll dig out their eyes. Wan can only be mine, mine, mine!”
“Go to hell, go to hell…” Ka’lier raised his red eyes, which were covered by broken hair. He bit his tongue to regain his sanity. He slowly stood up and walked towards Song Ningwan’s tent.
In the end, he couldn’t bear the emotions, and anger controlled his reason.
On this side, Little Feng had just come out of the tent when a blade cut through the air and attacked him, heading straight for his heart.
“Ahhh!!!” Screaming, he instinctively hugged his head. Suddenly, the blade stopped one millimeter away from his heart and didn’t move.
“No, don’t kill me! Please…” Little Feng didn’t understand and could only cry tremblingly.
“Damn it, what did you do with my Wan? Did he kiss you? Do you deserve it? Go to hell.” After Ka’lier finished speaking, he grabbed the hilt of the knife and was about to stab it down, his eyes fierce.
As a result, a voice came from inside the tent, “Ka’lier, come in. Don’t think about it, or you’ll never come in again.”
Ka’lier was stunned. He immediately threw everything away and rushed into the tent, seeing Song Ningwan sitting on the edge of the bed with one button of his shirt undone.
Jealousy had already overwhelmed his reason. He rushed over in a frenzy, straddling Song Ningwan’s lap, and began to kiss him passionately.
Hot and crazy, constantly provoking desire, but he found that Song Ningwan was indifferent, even unwilling to cater to him.
Why?!
Why like this…
Ka’lier tried hard to pry open Song Ningwan’s teeth, wanting a wet kiss, desperately begging but unable to get pity, “Wan, kiss me, okay?”
“I’ll let you top me, you can play however you want, I’ll learn a lot of new tricks, I’ll make you comfortable… I’ll,” Ka’lier suddenly stopped, and tears dripped on Song Ningwan’s lips, the taste was so bitter.
Ka’lier finally felt discouraged. He grabbed Song Ningwan’s collar, his voice crazy, “Song Ningwan, say something! Damn it! I’ve let you play with me, why are you looking for someone else? Say something, what’s wrong with me? I’ll go learn!”
“Am I not your lover?! Huh?”
“Say something!!!” He could only vent his anger hoarsely, spitting out his dissatisfaction, wanting to know the reason that made him go crazy.
One person going crazy, one person calm, formed a sharp contrast, which made Ka’lier even more defeated, wanting to tear open the cold pretense and see Wan’s heart clearly.
“You are just my lover, why can’t I find someone else? I can have many lovers.” Song Ningwan said indifferently.
“What?! You have many lovers… No, no, that’s not right, you can’t!” Ka’lier was a little incoherent and could only keep refuting to find a sense of belonging. “I don’t allow it, you can’t have many lovers, you can only play with me!”
Song Ningwan said indifferently, “Why? In what capacity are you ordering me? Lover?”
“Don’t be a lover, there are many lovers, not a lover.” Ka’lier kept muttering, thinking, “Can’t be a lover, is, is…”
He suddenly remembered the Siren’s love words.
“Is, is a lover. You can only fuck me, yes, is a lover, Wan is my lover!” Ka’lier suddenly jumped into his arms and cried on Song Ningwan’s shoulder.
He used to laugh at Hydra for being stupid, but now he has to learn from them.
“Wan, don’t look for someone else, let’s be lovers, okay?”
His tone was so cautious, making people feel pity and fall for him.
Song Ningwan stroked Ka’lier’s back with a very light movement, “Is a lover.”
“Really?” Ka’lier sat up instantly, staring at Song Ningwan wanting to seek an answer, but he couldn’t see anything clearly.
Song Ningwan smiled and lowered his head to kiss away the tears that had already turned cold, “Yes, we are lovers. So, I don’t like the term ‘lover’, don’t mention it in the future.”
“Wan is a lover?” Ka’lier was fascinated by this smile and suddenly felt surrounded by love. He asked again.
“Ka’lier, lovers and lovers are different. There is only each other between lovers, there can be no one else, do you understand?” Song Ningwan taught seriously.
“Lover, I understand. Wan, fuck me, okay? I want to feel your existence.”
After Ka’lier finished speaking, Song Ningwan naturally followed his will. The two of them didn’t sleep all night, engaging in sex until the light shone in, finally ushering in dawn.
Pure hate is also pure hate, because hate lasts longer than love.
From then on, the student became the wife, the mortal enemy became the lover, and the lover became the loved one.
Love until death do us part.