TSBIR Chapter 78

Chapter 78: Yin Yan’s Suicide

“Young Master Shen, have you come to interrogate me?”

Shen Xingyang was extremely busy with starting his own business, but Shen Jinjue insisted on seeing him, so he had no choice but to come.

Shen Jinjue probably came to find him because he had lied to him last time, saying that he didn’t kidnap Shen Jinlin.

“No, you misunderstood.”

Shen Jinjue shook his head. He had also heard about the recent events and felt wronged for Shen Xingyang.

It was clearly Yin Yuan who wanted to harm him, and he only wanted an explanation, but Shen Jinjue was wholeheartedly protecting Yin Yuan, making Shen Xingyang suffer for nothing.

Shen Xingyang looked at Shen Jinjue in confusion, not understanding what he meant.

“I know about you and Big Brother, it’s just that Big Brother can’t tell right from wrong…”

“Young Master Shen, the relationship between me and my brother is not something others can casually instigate. My brother and I are doing fine.”

Shen Xingyang interrupted angrily when he heard Shen Jinjue’s words. No one could slander Shen Jinjue in front of him, not even Shen Jinjue.

Shen Jinjue’s lips moved when he heard this, looking very helpless.

Even if Big Brother treated him like this, he would still protect him?

“If Young Master Shen has nothing else, please go back. I’m sure Shen’s Company has many affairs to attend to, so I won’t delay Young Master Shen any further.”

Shen Xingyang said, getting up to leave, without the slightest reluctance on his face.

Shen Jinjue sat there hurt, unable to refute. Wasn’t it because of himself that Shen Xingyang wouldn’t acknowledge him now?

If there was anyone who felt wronged, it was probably him who had wronged Shen Xingyang the most.

Shen Xingyang had been focusing all his attention on starting his business these past few days, completely unable to care about anything else.

Yin Yan attended Yin Yuan’s funeral and hadn’t appeared in public for a long time. He also hadn’t been filming for a while.

But Shen Xingyang was too lazy to care. He threw away his phone, burrowed into Song Yichen’s arms, and fell asleep before long.

The next day, Shen Xingyang woke up, opened his phone, and casually glanced at it. There were missed calls and unread messages everywhere.

He would mute his phone when he slept, so he hadn’t received any calls.

He opened them in confusion and saw a message from Xiao Qi, who had forwarded a trending search: Yin Yan committed suicide.

Shen Xingyang jolted awake and suddenly sat up in bed.

He quickly clicked into Weibo and saw that the trending searches were all about Yin Yan’s suicide. He had already been sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, but the news was still unknown.

He quickly called Yin Yan, but no one answered.

He got up in a panic, but as soon as he opened the door, he saw Song Yichen holding breakfast in his hands, which he must have prepared in advance.

“Go wash up and eat breakfast, and I’ll take you to the hospital.”

Gu Ze was on duty last night and happened to receive Yin Yan’s emergency treatment. Fortunately, he was discovered in time, and Yin Yan didn’t die.

After Yin Yan was successfully rescued, he called Song Yichen.

Song Yichen only received the call this morning. He couldn’t bear to wake the sleeping Shen Xingyang, so he went to get the breakfast Aunt Luo had prepared. Shen Xingyang had just woken up when he returned.

Shen Xingyang looked at Song Yichen. He knew that Song Yichen minded, and he shook his head.

“I’m not going. I’m not a doctor, so it’s useless even if I go.”

Shen Xingyang had no feelings for Yin Yan now, but Yin Yuan was already dead. If something happened to Yin Yan again, his brother probably wouldn’t be able to get over it.

Song Yichen looked at the conflicted Shen Xingyang and smiled in relief.

“Shen Xingyang, I know you’re doing it for your brother. I won’t mind. I have to go to the hospital anyway, so we can go together.”

“Okay!”

Shen Xingyang responded, went back to wash up haphazardly, stuffed the breakfast into his mouth, swallowed it quickly, and followed Song Yichen to the hospital.

Yin Yan had already been rescued, but he still looked very weak. Fortunately, he had only cut his wrist, not jumped off a building like Shen Xingyang, or it would have been even more dangerous.

“Xingyang, you’re here!”

Yin Yan seemed to have guessed that Shen Xingyang would come, and he wasn’t surprised at all.

Shen Xingyang didn’t say anything, but looked at Yin Yan with a complicated expression, not knowing what to say.

Yin Yan looked at Song Yichen, his meaning was obvious.

Song Yichen let go of Shen Xingyang’s hand, “You guys talk first, I’ll wait for you outside!”

Shen Xingyang grabbed Song Yichen’s hand instead. Song Yichen looked at Shen Xingyang in confusion.

Shen Xingyang intertwined his fingers with his and looked at Yin Yan firmly.

“Yin Yan, there is nothing he can’t hear.”

Yin Yan was silent for a while, then gave a bitter smile, lowered his head, and tried to suppress the emotions in his heart. After a long time, he looked up and looked at Shen Xingyang with incredibly red eyes.

“Xingyang, I think I understand why you would like him.”

Yin Yan didn’t expect that Song Yichen could actually do this, taking the initiative to let his boyfriend be with his ex-boyfriend.

“What exactly do you want to say?”

Shen Xingyang frowned, feeling that something was strange about Yin Yan.

Yin Yan didn’t know what he thought of, his smile disappeared in an instant. He looked at Shen Xingyang silently for a long time, and finally covered his face and cried.

This made Shen Xingyang take a step back in surprise, looking at Song Yichen in confusion. Song Yichen frowned and protected Shen Xingyang behind him.

This was the first time Shen Xingyang had seen him like this in the twenty years he had known Yin Yan.

Yin Yan collapsed for a long time before he looked up at Shen Xingyang again, and finally said slowly.

“I saw it. I was standing downstairs, watching you jump off the rooftop without hesitation, falling in front of me covered in blood. Blood was flowing all over the ground. You opened your eyes and looked up, as if telling me that you were in pain!”

When he cut his wrist and was on the verge of death, he clearly saw everything as an outsider.

At first, he just felt that the plan had failed, and his brother was dead. In this world, he had no one to miss, so he wanted to give up.

But unexpectedly, he seemed to have had a dream.

In the dream, he clearly saw that the person who would complain about pain even when getting a needle pricked, jumped off the roof of the twenty-sixth floor without hesitation.

It turned out that when Shen Xingyang fell, he didn’t lose consciousness immediately. He was in pain for a long time before he completely lost his breath. In that short period of time, Yin Yan would never forget Shen Xingyang’s painful and weak eyes at that time.

When Song Yichen heard this, he subconsciously held Shen Xingyang tighter, very puzzled, but more than that, he was afraid.

He felt Shen Xingyang tremble all over when he heard Yin Yan’s words. It was a subconscious fear, a fear of pain.

“So, Yin Yan, based on those few seconds of pain, I can’t accept you.”

Shen Xingyang’s voice trembled. His mind was full of memories from his previous life. It was too painful and too profound.

So after his rebirth, he was very afraid of heights. This could make him forget everything. So when Yin Yan forced him to ride that Ferris wheel last time, even though Yin Yan kissed him, he didn’t feel disgusted because he only felt the fear of being high up.

“I’m sorry!”

“I’m sorry!”

Yin Yan’s low and hoarse voice kept saying sorry. Song Yichen looked at the two of them, and his brows never relaxed.

“Yin Yan, I came this time for my brother’s sake. If there is a next time, I will not appear again.”